I’m so busy recently especially this week due to church Grand Opening. We started the practice on the past Monday, then Tuesday, Wednesday...and it getting to end late day by day just because we want to do our best on that actual day. Tonight the practice will start at 10pm and tomorrow will have final rehearsal at 10.30pm. I don’t know what time the practice and rehearsal will end but what I heard is...it might be very late especially during the final rehearsal...”Get ready to go back at 3am” This is what I heard from someone yesterday before I went back home. I’m not complaining but I’m super excited and happy for this. =) haha...Why? This is because long time I never experience this kind of practice and rehearsal, teamwork etc...=) I used to this since I was young, our church have the same culture as CHC...but once I went to study in Kampar, my Kampar church never have this kind of culture, may be bcoz of the environment and the culture. Therefore, I try very best to suit to their “style”. =) I never said this is not good, just bcoz of the difference btw churches but all are serving the same God. =) Yes, I’m back to the atmosphere and environment that I used to. =) I feel like I’m back to home and my hometown church. Love to serve together, practice together, learn together, go back late together etc… whereby every one of us holding the same vision, which is to do the best for Him. =) I learnt something new in choir ministry. I thank God those I failed in the back up audition. Because I failed in that audition, I have the chance to learn from the beginning such as how to warm up before we sing; How to open wider the “mouth” and how to … how to … Because of I failed, I won’t have chance the “memalukan” myself in front of the congregation by singing badly…=P I never regret in joining Choir ministry. It helps me a lot in singing better and be humble… =) There are so many “geng” people in the team leh… In my heart, those who serve in worship team and choir team are the celebrities because they are all selected due to the gifts and talents, not because of their good look. (the world may choose those who look handsome/ pretty to be their idols/celebrities)=p Of course, I never said they are all ugly… Nope at all, they are all look great and good when serving together, when going up to the stage. =) The teams get transformed to be a star after serving Him. I’m proud of everyone in the teams.
“I’m busy” shouldn’t come out from my mouth actually because there are more people who are busier than me. For instance, those who need to work in the morning then rush to C3 conference in Sunway Convention Centre then go to church to do the preparation/ practice then stay back for other things etc…They are all superman and superwoman. I wish to be like them also actually but I have to build up my “stamina” slowly by slowly starting from now...haha...So that I can get back the “stamina” and live the life that I used to... But honestly, just these few days only, I felt almost exhausted already...Every day when I woke up in the morning, I will never feel I have enough sleep though I had a good and SWEETTTTT dream at night. This has been proving that I do not have strong “Stamina”… =P
Random thought: I wish to have a partner who can share the tiredness, happiness, stress, sadness with me leh… I wish that we can go to church together and serve together, share the fun together, back together, having meal together etc...I’m imagine when I’m busy serving, he will be the one who take care of my foods consume, remind me to eat etc… and on the contrary, I take care of him? hahahaha.. Cham loo…Should I inbox Pastor Kevin already? (Joking la =P… but the desperation is 100% correct one oh) Praying very hard!! Haha... Someone just told me that I shouldn’t have this kind of desperation because once I have this desperation; it is tougher for me to find my partner. According to the “someone”, this is the theory to everyone who stays in the earth…@@ Is it? No way. I don’t fully believe it… If you have no desperation, how can you have the motivation to pray for it and find for it? Yet, I think the “someone” have the right part also. If your desperation is over 100% then you will automatically show it out and people will scare of you. Haha! Am I right? =P So, no worry. I’m not that type. Though I’m keen to falling in love with someone but I will not simply choose/get/accept someone. Hehe. I have to because he is the one who I have to live together for the rest of life leh… Don’t play-play. =p
Ok, will be continued may be after the grand opening? =) Pray for me ya.
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