昨晚我自己败给了我自己。。怎么说呢？在Production练习时， pastor来问我们谁会唱歌因为他们需要人在Porduction里一边演一边唱，就像我一直幻想着的Musical..这是一个很难的机会给我参与啊！ 但我因为自卑没信心，结果没举手，我错失了这个机会啊！
若我那时举手， 就算到最后没被选中，至少我有尝试过，对吗？ 为什么我等到全部人进去audition了我才想到这点，才后悔？
真希望我还有机会。。我希望我可以像平时说看到的舞台剧里的人一样又演又跳又唱啊！！
Reb,争气点吧！
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
感想
昨晚睡觉前，Evelyn问了我一个问题。。类似“你会不会觉得现在的笑容没有以前的灿烂，单纯？”
我想了想，就说了一大堆的“答案”。。
我真的不知那些“答案”是答案吗。。我知道我现在很难有像以前那么好的回忆了。。已找不回以前的自在了。。
讲真的，以前的笑容当然是比起现在的更灿烂，因为我们已进入了复杂的社会里了，有很多的挂虑。。
刚才在会堂里听到的圣诞节歌把我带回SP了。。我好怀念以前的日子。。我在想是我以前不会珍惜而导致现在一直怀念那时的生活呢？还是我长不大，一直想留在过去？还是现在或在城市的我还没有安全感？到底为什么？到底是什么？
圣经有教过我们要向着标杆直跑啊！我呢？身体向前跑但头往后看？
神啊，求你指引我该走的每条路吧！
我想了想，就说了一大堆的“答案”。。
我真的不知那些“答案”是答案吗。。我知道我现在很难有像以前那么好的回忆了。。已找不回以前的自在了。。
讲真的，以前的笑容当然是比起现在的更灿烂，因为我们已进入了复杂的社会里了，有很多的挂虑。。
刚才在会堂里听到的圣诞节歌把我带回SP了。。我好怀念以前的日子。。我在想是我以前不会珍惜而导致现在一直怀念那时的生活呢？还是我长不大，一直想留在过去？还是现在或在城市的我还没有安全感？到底为什么？到底是什么？
圣经有教过我们要向着标杆直跑啊！我呢？身体向前跑但头往后看？
神啊，求你指引我该走的每条路吧！
Friday, November 11, 2011
Thursday, November 10, 2011
"F" s
If you want me to talk about the 3 “F”s…I can really talk about it…
Family
Financial
Future
And I should add in one more “F”...
Friendship
=)
Family
Financial
Future
And I should add in one more “F”...
Friendship
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
啦啦队
昨天看到报章报道一篇新闻。。中国科技大学发生国内第1起啦啦队员在抛接过程摔死的不幸意外
我看了真的下了一跳，听过很多关于参与啦啦队而受伤。。但摔死可是我第一次听到哦。。要小心啊！我也不敢在这次练习时不认真了。。要专心要认真要小心！ =)
我看了真的下了一跳，听过很多关于参与啦啦队而受伤。。但摔死可是我第一次听到哦。。要小心啊！我也不敢在这次练习时不认真了。。要专心要认真要小心！ =)
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
决定
有时当人喜欢上一样东西/一个人时，会因着一时的冲动就马上拿钱买那东西/答应对方的要求，而忽略了一个重要的问题：那东西真的重要吗？那个东西/人真的是你喜欢的吗？还是因着一时的冲动/潮流而做这个决定？
后果：
当我们因一时的冲动而做错了决定，我们就会浪费那笔钱，伤了彼此的感情，严重的可能伤害无辜的生命或毁了人的人生。
当我们因一时的冲动而做错了决定，我们就会浪费那笔钱，伤了彼此的感情，严重的可能伤害无辜的生命或毁了人的人生。
解决：
所以为了避免这个发生，唯一最好的方法就是拖延采取“行动”的时间，越久越好。当过一阵子后，可能你会有另一种想法：那东西对我来说并不重要；那个人根本不是我爱的/不是我的终生伴侣。 当然也有可能你会发现那种冲动其实不是冲动。那时你再去买也不迟；再答应也不迟因为她/他因着爱还在等你。
说真的，我常用这方法。=P 当然不是每一次都适合用这方法，要有聪明智慧哦！ =)
所以为了避免这个发生，唯一最好的方法就是拖延采取“行动”的时间，越久越好。当过一阵子后，可能你会有另一种想法：那东西对我来说并不重要；那个人根本不是我爱的/不是我的终生伴侣。 当然也有可能你会发现那种冲动其实不是冲动。那时你再去买也不迟；再答应也不迟因为她/他因着爱还在等你。
说真的，我常用这方法。=P 当然不是每一次都适合用这方法，要有聪明智慧哦！ =)
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Friday, November 4, 2011
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
christmas production practice
Again, I was planning not to go for the practice yesterday as I was absence last week whereby they have did some “audition”. I was wondering whether they still need people for the production or not..If they don’t need and I still go means..MALU! If they still need but I din go means..WASTED!! If they ask me to do the 5 face expression and I didn’t do well in this means.. SAD!! As last, I go..=P
Thank God that I didn’t miss the chance again..=) I learn one new thing again..which is 1 of the action that usually have in cheering squad whereby the guy have to lift up the girl high…Since young, I always see many teams competing in the cheering squad competition and I wish that I can be one of them when I growing up and came to KL but EMERGE has been cancelled when I came to KL..means no more chance for me to experience it… Thank God, I’m joining dance ministry now and I have the chance to experience it yesterday..Honestly, I was scare for the first time but after practicing for few times, I found it interesting and fun to do it… =)
Hope to have more chance to do it…haha.=)
Thank God that I didn’t miss the chance again..=) I learn one new thing again..which is 1 of the action that usually have in cheering squad whereby the guy have to lift up the girl high…Since young, I always see many teams competing in the cheering squad competition and I wish that I can be one of them when I growing up and came to KL but EMERGE has been cancelled when I came to KL..means no more chance for me to experience it… Thank God, I’m joining dance ministry now and I have the chance to experience it yesterday..Honestly, I was scare for the first time but after practicing for few times, I found it interesting and fun to do it… =)
Hope to have more chance to do it…haha.=)
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
烹饪
我是一个很喜欢烹饪的人，我一直希望自己现在住的屋子有一个设备齐全的大厨房，可以让我喜欢煮就煮；喜欢做蛋糕就做的人；没人管。 对我来说，烹饪是一件很幸福的事。再加上如果是煮给自己关心及喜欢的人吃，就更加幸福了。
当然有心爱的人煮给自己吃也是很幸福的哦。。写到这里，想起曾经心爱的人煮给我吃的那个时刻，虽然只是区区的一包快熟面，它已变成了一碗龙虾海鲜面，不好吃的也都变成好吃了(当然他厨艺是好的），好怀念。=) 怀念那时的单纯，那时的甜蜜。。好了，回来主题。
我搬来KL后，一直很想烘蛋糕吃，但都没机会因为没有Oven。忍了好久，结果刚才趁没事做就上网查一下有没有其他的方法。答案是 有！！！！就是用电饭锅，而且还给我食谱leh ！ =) 我开心到~~哈哈~但是，我现在的问题是材料而已。。很矛盾hoh? 刚才烦没有道具，现在有道具却烦没材料…hmmm..因为这样，我就需等到下次有钱时在做蛋糕了。所以我就随便“逛一逛”网络，越“逛”就越想动起我的双手烹饪了。还是留着回家吧。。=P
等下我就想煎面粉糕吃。。。=)
我搬来KL后，一直很想烘蛋糕吃，但都没机会因为没有Oven。忍了好久，结果刚才趁没事做就上网查一下有没有其他的方法。答案是 有！！！！就是用电饭锅，而且还给我食谱leh ！ =) 我开心到~~哈哈~但是，我现在的问题是材料而已。。很矛盾hoh? 刚才烦没有道具，现在有道具却烦没材料…hmmm..因为这样，我就需等到下次有钱时在做蛋糕了。所以我就随便“逛一逛”网络，越“逛”就越想动起我的双手烹饪了。还是留着回家吧。。=P
等下我就想煎面粉糕吃。。。=)
Saturday, October 15, 2011
communication face to fave vs communication via text
“God never spelt for the light to come to pass, He speaks.”
What’s playing in your mind when you read this sentence? This is what Issey told me when we were “arguing” on the good and bad between communicating face to face and communicates by using words. Obviously, he won at the end as he used this to defeat me. =P
When I first came to KL, I still need someone to fetch me to join church activities which allow me to have many chances to talk to all the “drivers”. We had lot of times in car to talk/ share whatever we want to express it out. After I have car and I’m “growing up”, I seldom have this chance already. (Honestly, how I wish that I can car pool with them now…haha…) I had one opportunity to told Kean Hong about this when he was fetching out to meet others for dinner. I told him that it have been a long time didn’t talk to him, seem like he disappear already. Then he started to tell me his current situation and so on. (Of course, never run away from “satirizing” each other in the conversation =P) Since then, I see the importance of having good communication which allows us to know him/her more. After that day, though Kean Hong is busy, he will try to call us more often for movie or a meal, but Issey is so busy till I have no chance to talk to him also. (Please don’t get me wrong, I never blame him.) I always want to use a phrase to describe us which is “so near yet so far”, why? We are always attending the same services, same cg, same church activities yet we don’t even have time to sit down and talk to each other like last time. We are always busy talking to new friends and other members during the fellowship. When going back home that time, we only managed to say “BYE BYE”. Sometime, don’t even say it because I forget also...hahaha. =P Slowly, I realized that we only have 0.3% out of 1% friendship in us which is not good I think. I have a lot of things never share to him yet expecting him to know me, sometime don’t even want to tell him because I thought it is good for him to care for others , not me. I don’t want to add on another burden to him. I taking care of myself is enough already as long as don’t create trouble to him. Actually I was wrong. Though he is my leader, we still need to put effort in knowing each other so that we can build trust and understanding in us in order to cope well together in church and cg. Then, I start trying to email him rather than talk/ text him/ call him (don’t want to spend my money on phone call and sms. =P), but there is some problem. We might misunderstand each other because email (words) can’t fully show our expression and feeling. However, I still thinking that this is not a big problem whereby I can spell out the “sound”/ “sound effect” like “wakakaaka”, “hehehee” etc, even the face expression like @@ ; =P; =) etc..Still, it creates problem because Issey might not understand what does the face expression/ “sound” means, or he only got 30% of the meaning correctly… Just now, we were communicating with each other through email and misunderstand happened till we start this topic, arguing which is good and bad. Then, I even told him that we need to “re-introduce” ourselves to each other. At last, we ended the conversation with “let's make effort to talk more, ok? :)” and I answered “Oh..try try try....”
Communicate face to face is so important and building a relationship really need efforts no matter is building it with leader, family members, friends even your spouse. I’m still learning. From the ending question of the conversation just now, I realized that though I wish to re-build the relationship with Issey again but I never take a bigger step in order to take more to him. I just choose to email him regardless how effective is the conversation through email…I’m not willing to spend even a cent to call him yet I always say want to build the relationship. I’m so pai she to him actually. Hahaha. Anyway, I will try to include him in the conversation with other members and new friends next time. =) I have to learn to take initiative first seem he is busier than me.
I thank God that for giving me an understanding cg leader likes him who is willing to listen to my opinion, feeling and accepting my weaknesses. =) If not, I think he will scold me badly for asking him to talk to me more via email etc. haha..Mana ada orang boleh cakap macam ni dengan a busy leader, kan? =P Kalau cakap, nanti 1 senapang hala ke I loo…=P
Friends and readers please try to build relationship with your cg leader, be transparent to your cg leader. Tell and share whatever is playing in your mind; your feeling; your thinking and you will notice the differences already. =) Trust me! Put in some effort. Let’s learn together. =)
What’s playing in your mind when you read this sentence? This is what Issey told me when we were “arguing” on the good and bad between communicating face to face and communicates by using words. Obviously, he won at the end as he used this to defeat me. =P
When I first came to KL, I still need someone to fetch me to join church activities which allow me to have many chances to talk to all the “drivers”. We had lot of times in car to talk/ share whatever we want to express it out. After I have car and I’m “growing up”, I seldom have this chance already. (Honestly, how I wish that I can car pool with them now…haha…) I had one opportunity to told Kean Hong about this when he was fetching out to meet others for dinner. I told him that it have been a long time didn’t talk to him, seem like he disappear already. Then he started to tell me his current situation and so on. (Of course, never run away from “satirizing” each other in the conversation =P) Since then, I see the importance of having good communication which allows us to know him/her more. After that day, though Kean Hong is busy, he will try to call us more often for movie or a meal, but Issey is so busy till I have no chance to talk to him also. (Please don’t get me wrong, I never blame him.) I always want to use a phrase to describe us which is “so near yet so far”, why? We are always attending the same services, same cg, same church activities yet we don’t even have time to sit down and talk to each other like last time. We are always busy talking to new friends and other members during the fellowship. When going back home that time, we only managed to say “BYE BYE”. Sometime, don’t even say it because I forget also...hahaha. =P Slowly, I realized that we only have 0.3% out of 1% friendship in us which is not good I think. I have a lot of things never share to him yet expecting him to know me, sometime don’t even want to tell him because I thought it is good for him to care for others , not me. I don’t want to add on another burden to him. I taking care of myself is enough already as long as don’t create trouble to him. Actually I was wrong. Though he is my leader, we still need to put effort in knowing each other so that we can build trust and understanding in us in order to cope well together in church and cg. Then, I start trying to email him rather than talk/ text him/ call him (don’t want to spend my money on phone call and sms. =P), but there is some problem. We might misunderstand each other because email (words) can’t fully show our expression and feeling. However, I still thinking that this is not a big problem whereby I can spell out the “sound”/ “sound effect” like “wakakaaka”, “hehehee” etc, even the face expression like @@ ; =P; =) etc..Still, it creates problem because Issey might not understand what does the face expression/ “sound” means, or he only got 30% of the meaning correctly… Just now, we were communicating with each other through email and misunderstand happened till we start this topic, arguing which is good and bad. Then, I even told him that we need to “re-introduce” ourselves to each other. At last, we ended the conversation with “let's make effort to talk more, ok? :)” and I answered “Oh..try try try....”
Communicate face to face is so important and building a relationship really need efforts no matter is building it with leader, family members, friends even your spouse. I’m still learning. From the ending question of the conversation just now, I realized that though I wish to re-build the relationship with Issey again but I never take a bigger step in order to take more to him. I just choose to email him regardless how effective is the conversation through email…I’m not willing to spend even a cent to call him yet I always say want to build the relationship. I’m so pai she to him actually. Hahaha. Anyway, I will try to include him in the conversation with other members and new friends next time. =) I have to learn to take initiative first seem he is busier than me.
I thank God that for giving me an understanding cg leader likes him who is willing to listen to my opinion, feeling and accepting my weaknesses. =) If not, I think he will scold me badly for asking him to talk to me more via email etc. haha..Mana ada orang boleh cakap macam ni dengan a busy leader, kan? =P Kalau cakap, nanti 1 senapang hala ke I loo…=P
Friends and readers please try to build relationship with your cg leader, be transparent to your cg leader. Tell and share whatever is playing in your mind; your feeling; your thinking and you will notice the differences already. =) Trust me! Put in some effort. Let’s learn together. =)
Ptptn
I’m trying to apply to reduce my monthly PTPTN payment and I need my pay slip. I dare myself to intercom my HR manager ( I learnt from last incident that she prefer ppl talk to her rather than email) and she answer with a cheerful voice, “Ok, I will print it out to you later. No problem.”, I was like “Yahoo~~I can settle this within a day.” Wait wait and wait..Today is the third day already..I reminded her this morning again and she showed me her black face again..=/ How How How? What can I do to get my pay slip earlier? PTPTN tak boleh tunggu orang punya leh…She don’t like people to remind her because she don’t want us to show her procrastination, She don’t want us to email her because she don’t want us to have “black and white”, even if we email her, she won’t reply because she don’t want to keep any proof..@@ I memang donno how to deal with her leh..God, give me wisdom, please… Give me your love to love her more, please..Please lead her to be tolerated with me, please…=/
I want to settle my PTPTN leh..
I want to settle my PTPTN leh..
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
3rd move
Gonna have the 3rd move next Tues. From current temp office move to my new office because it is finished renovated. =) Gonna say 88 to my colleague who will be remained on 10th floor… I have so many “move” in this year leh..move house , move office and move office again..@@ Anyway, gonna go down to check out where is my office then...=) As usual, my boss see the Feng Shui again..and I’m assigned to move in at 3pm on that day. Some will be moving in the morning. Hopefully the feng shui will be good for me la, I don1 the gossip, the bad things come to me…=P
haha…joking la..but who want all the gossip and bad things? None. So, I hope that this move will help me to avoid from all the gossip and backfire as I’m having now. I wish to avoid from those people.
haha…joking la..but who want all the gossip and bad things? None. So, I hope that this move will help me to avoid from all the gossip and backfire as I’m having now. I wish to avoid from those people.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
the christmas production's audition 2011
10/10/2011-Monday
I would like to say here: I never regret to go for the “audition” yesterday...=)
It conducted and led by few “pro” people who are good in acting and dance..
The “audition” went through one session by another whereby we will have 1 minute break after each session.
No stress yet fun…=)
I would like to say here: I never regret to go for the “audition” yesterday...=)
It conducted and led by few “pro” people who are good in acting and dance..
The “audition” went through one session by another whereby we will have 1 minute break after each session.
No stress yet fun…=)
During yesterday session:
- We have been trained to increase our confidence in front of many people
- We have been trained to increase our confidence in front of many people
- How to get into the character every time before the production started
- What are the differences between spacing?
- What are the differences between spacing?
- What is “acting in a team”, teamwork?
- How to interact with our partner?
- How to interact with our partner?
- We also learn some dance step
The only problem for me is…I also can’t perform well when I felt tension and I will forgot the dance steps easily…
The leaders of each session said they will bring us going up to tougher level each and every coming week and “torture” us… haha…
As long as I can learn in a fun environment, then it would be ok for me…=P
Wow~ I really can’t wait for the next sessions. =)
Stay tune, guys. I will share more stories here if we are allowed to. =p
hehehe…
The only problem for me is…I also can’t perform well when I felt tension and I will forgot the dance steps easily…
The leaders of each session said they will bring us going up to tougher level each and every coming week and “torture” us… haha…
As long as I can learn in a fun environment, then it would be ok for me…=P
Wow~ I really can’t wait for the next sessions. =)
Stay tune, guys. I will share more stories here if we are allowed to. =p
hehehe…
Saturday, October 8, 2011
random #6
Scott刚才回来公司看我们，他变帅了，更开朗了，更年轻了，不愧是大老板哦。。。他回来有两个目的：1。分派他的公司名卡并介绍他的公司 （好大胆。=p）2。他将在下星期和我的Manager飞去英国meet Joey for 一个讲座会，所以来筹备一下。
男生吸引女生的魅力
**忽然有这种想法：
体贴的男生有吸引力；细心的男生有吸引力；稳中的男生有吸引力；成熟的男生有吸引力；亲切的男生有吸引力；保护女生的男生有吸引力；诚实的男生有吸引力；能干的男生有吸引力；专心认真的男生有吸引力；聪明有智慧的男生有吸引力；不冲动的男生有吸引力；乐于助人的男生有吸引力；大方的男生有吸引力；幽默的男生有吸引力；爱清洁整齐的男生有吸引力； 会道歉的男生有吸引力；身材健硕的男生有吸引力；会穿衣的男生有吸引力；懂分寸的男生有吸引力。
random#5
以前的我，在人眼中我是一个女强人。但渐渐的，那个power好像慢慢地消失。尤其是来了KL后，有时我会觉得我是一个很软弱的女生。在公司常被人欺负，还需一些“好心人”的帮助及保护。有时真的弄到我好像患有“工作恐惧症“。我一直自问到底以前的我到哪里去了？若真的消失了，我该怎么活在Kl呢？ 昨天，刚好Cindy分享到“be a purple people" 。每个人都有各自的特别之处，那特别之处就是使我们成为purple people的方法。一样的，我是有特别之处的地方。我到哪里都可以用的。可能别人暂时看不到，有天一定会发现的。这真的是安慰了我。 因为昨天我又在被人欺负了，是到我好伤心。好像我一无是处似的，连自己都保护不到自己。今天，我的manager又像爸爸似的维护了我及这部门。不只，好维护其他的部门不被那人推进火坑里。 我的Manager不愧是manager.=) 这就是人常说，一个leader该有的风范么。可能。因为他给了我们安全感。 =）而且能分辨是非。我很倾幸有这么好的manager，感谢主！ =)
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Dejavu
Anyone heard about Dejavu?
If dont know, nvm..Jz go to wikipedia.
If nvr heard b4, nvm.u r now listen about this..=P
I still remember Pst Kong did mentioned this in one if his sermon. We have dejavu in us because God, who is out Heavenly Father who know all the things that will be happened in future. We as His children of course will inherit his DNA. Therefore, we will know something that will happen in future without acknowledgement. deep theory? haha..very easy only..let me ask u, have you been going through some situation that seem like you saw it before? or you dream about it before?
Today, while running the seminar with Joey Yap. I was sitting facing in front the congregation while Joey is teaching about Feng Shui. I suddenly fel so familiar with that "scene" which it seem like I dream of it before. The different is, I donno who is the guy who standing and giving talk in the dream last time, now i knw he was joey..and i was sitting in front the laptop controlling with the slide..wow~~God knw eveything..He knw that I will work for Joey. an act I should knew it earlier..but I didnt...unil now only i knw the whole plan..=) Dejavu is so ........heheh
If dont know, nvm..Jz go to wikipedia.
If nvr heard b4, nvm.u r now listen about this..=P
I still remember Pst Kong did mentioned this in one if his sermon. We have dejavu in us because God, who is out Heavenly Father who know all the things that will be happened in future. We as His children of course will inherit his DNA. Therefore, we will know something that will happen in future without acknowledgement. deep theory? haha..very easy only..let me ask u, have you been going through some situation that seem like you saw it before? or you dream about it before?
Today, while running the seminar with Joey Yap. I was sitting facing in front the congregation while Joey is teaching about Feng Shui. I suddenly fel so familiar with that "scene" which it seem like I dream of it before. The different is, I donno who is the guy who standing and giving talk in the dream last time, now i knw he was joey..and i was sitting in front the laptop controlling with the slide..wow~~God knw eveything..He knw that I will work for Joey. an act I should knew it earlier..but I didnt...unil now only i knw the whole plan..=) Dejavu is so ........heheh
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
旁观者清
当你爱一个人时，你会情不自禁的一直想要保护对方，宁愿牺牲某人/某事物，也要确定他/她的安全/感受是处在好的状况里。。这是没有错的，但当牺牲某人时就会产生一些些问题了。怎么说呢？因那“某人”会受伤害因“某人”也是人；友情/感情就因这而受损一些些；信任缺一些等。。难怪会有“重色轻友”这四字。。。
就像我们常在戏里看到的或听到的，两个女人一起跌进大海，男的救自己喜欢的而忽略另一个女的。。就算没被救的女生安全上岸，她的心已受伤害了因为原本抱着对他的希望信任，就在那一时间看透了。。。
现在我明白了~我明白为什么他们要这样了。。哈哈哈！ 正的是。。。难形容啊！
就像我们常在戏里看到的或听到的，两个女人一起跌进大海，男的救自己喜欢的而忽略另一个女的。。就算没被救的女生安全上岸，她的心已受伤害了因为原本抱着对他的希望信任，就在那一时间看透了。。。
现在我明白了~我明白为什么他们要这样了。。哈哈哈！ 正的是。。。难形容啊！
Dance ministry..
While waiting, let me write a short blog first..=P
I'm now not only in Choir ministry, I'm also in Dance ministry!!! Finally !! haha.. Doing what I love to do ~~ Neni neni bubu !! =P Oh ya, and also a helper in Visitor Lounge..=) By the way, my main focus in this blog in Dance ministry..
Becoz of dance ministry, i jz realize my stamina lost a lot loo...mana stamina i? and i cant memorize the dance steps easily liao...mana you pergi, kepandaian Reb?=P
i hv to train myself again...Jia you...=)
I'm now not only in Choir ministry, I'm also in Dance ministry!!! Finally !! haha.. Doing what I love to do ~~ Neni neni bubu !! =P Oh ya, and also a helper in Visitor Lounge..=) By the way, my main focus in this blog in Dance ministry..
Becoz of dance ministry, i jz realize my stamina lost a lot loo...mana stamina i? and i cant memorize the dance steps easily liao...mana you pergi, kepandaian Reb?=P
i hv to train myself again...Jia you...=)
Miss my bro
Start missing my bro again. Since we stay separately, we have lesser time to chit chat...When I sms him/call him, he won’t reply or even pick up my phone call...I purposely drove to his house and wanna see him, he also not at home even though I have already made “appointment” with him... slowly then I will not “miss” him already. But if he calls me/ sms me, I will miss him crazy...like yesterday, he sms me for dinner. Of course I was so happy for this and I will say “yes” to him though I already makan because he seldom ajak me 1. Today, I miss him badly and I wish to have dinner with him again… aiyoo~~ Reb, bila you boleh grow up 1？=p
以前VS现在
以前的我会有在人面前总有安静的时刻：
1．观察人的言语，行为
2。在思考
3。累
4。发呆
但现在的我变得好想什么时候都在讲话似的，好像没完没了一样。
以前的我到哪里去了？
是我没有活出真实的自己呢？
还是我已被环境改变了？
Friday, September 23, 2011
Am I greedy?=P
Will it sound so greedy for me if I want to join Choir ministry and at the same time, join dance ministry as well? =P I love to sing and love to dance as well... I love to be on stage honestly. I love to perform… I wish to appear in front of TV, I wish that I can be a host if I have the talent of hosting.=P haha..
I’m now in choir ministry. Dance ministry? Still in progress…haha...will join their audition on this coming Monday night… Don’t know whether I can be one of them or not because it has been a long time didn’t dance already. The last time I dance was 19 years old. Wow~~ It was 5 years ago.. Praying that I still can dance like youngsters. =P
I received a call from my leader just now. He wants to sign up as a helper in visitor lounge for me and the first response that I had was…”@@”, Why me? Being a helper in visitor lounge have to wear nicely, perform well… but I seldom wear nicely to church leh…I prefer to wear casual, like t-shirt + jean.. is that means I have to buy new clothes? Need money again..=/
Then have to speak English some more…fuyoohhhh~~
But in me, I’m super happy because I can serve and it is another chance for me to “find out” my potential..may b I have this kind of potential leh? =P
haha…So, I say “yes” to my cg leader already…
Gonna give myself a try..
Am I greedy? =P
May b this is another chance for me to train myself to be a superwoman? Haha..=P
step out from comfort zone, reb !! come on…
sick days
I drove to Seksyen 17 but I asked myself why I am here after 3 seconds…
I saw MidValley building in front of me but I was in brickfield 1 second later…
I opened my mailbox but staring at it for almost 5 mins…
I saw MidValley building in front of me but I was in brickfield 1 second later…
I opened my mailbox but staring at it for almost 5 mins…
I know where I am heading to at this moment but forget after 4 seconds…
I can walk but felt so tired after a while…
I look at you and you talked to me but my “soul” was not there…
I’m awake but actually not…
My eyes are open...yet my mind is empty...
I’m awake but actually not…
My eyes are open...yet my mind is empty...
This is me when I was sick for the past three days…
Protect our pockets
We need your support!
As our commitment to provide content that drives action, The Star is embarking on a campaign entitled 'Protect Our Pockets', which seeks to highlight key issues faced by Malaysians in relation to the rising cost of living. In the months to come, The Star will be organizing events and featuring articles to bring to the forefront this issue that affects all Malaysians.
To kick start this campaign, The Star hosted a Round Table discussion on 'Protect Our Pockets'.
While reading online news, I saw this...which grabs most of my attention. N-years ago, we are thankful that we are living in low living expenses country but we seldom hear this from other people nowadays. Everyone will say, “ini mahal, itu mahal, apa pun mahal”; “takda duit”; “tak cukup duit” etc..We are all living in high expenses country now..Prices keep increasing yet the salary seldom increase…I never know why the adult felt so suffering when everything is so expensive. I will answer” just pay only mah..” but I will never say it now..I understand their situation and circumstances as I’m now a working adult also..We have RM10 for the salary but we have to spent average RM0.30 –RM0.40 per day…How to survive? Sometime I really get mad with the government..but what to do? They are government… So, when I saw this pop up from The star online news, I was so happy and excited for it...
I have already shown my support...What about you? =P
Monday, September 19, 2011
花茶
一直以来我都相信花茶对人体是有特定的功效的，可能因为我以前喜欢看台湾戏的缘故吧，又加上我一直都很喜欢台湾。（我还是很希望有天回去台湾旅游）但我很少喝花茶，原因是我觉得它们都很贵啊~=P
刚才心血来潮再次翻查了几种我熟悉的花茶，功效及它们的副作用，想和大家分享分享：
1. 熏衣草可松弛神经、帮助入眠，是治疗偏头痛的理想花茶。
副作用：不适合工作时间饮用，会使精神太过放松，适合睡前喝。
2. 玫瑰花可降火气，可调理血气、促进血液循环、养颜美容，且有消除疲劳、保护肝脏、胃肠的功能。
副作用：玫瑰花有收敛作用，便秘者不宜饮用
3. 茉莉有提神功效，可安定情绪及舒解郁闷。有慢性支气管炎的人宜多饮用，此外它对于便秘也有帮助。
副作用：镇静作用明显，不易使人兴奋
4.紫罗兰有助于治疗呼吸系统疾病，也可以解决因蛀牙引起的口腔异味
忽然觉得我的Blog都是蓝紫色的，来点不同颜色的吧！ =P
5. 金银花可清热解毒，兼有增强免疫力、抗疲劳的功效，是清热解暑的首选饮品。
副作用：脾胃虚弱者不宜常用
6.菊花茶具有散风热、平肝明目之功效，对口干、火旺、目涩，或由风、寒、湿引起的肢体疼痛、麻木的疾病均有一定的疗效
副作用：脾胃虚寒、大便稀溏的人不宜饮用。
7. 薄荷花茶可清暑、提神、用于夏季暑热烦渴、老年腹胀、矢气不通
8.百合花 安神，润肺清火，良好止咳，改善肺部功能，减轻胃疼，治慢性支气管炎、经常咳嗽/久咳，肺癌吐血
Deng Deng Deng~对花茶有点认知了吗？ =P
想去台湾吗？哈哈！ =P
刚才心血来潮再次翻查了几种我熟悉的花茶，功效及它们的副作用，想和大家分享分享：
1. 熏衣草可松弛神经、帮助入眠，是治疗偏头痛的理想花茶。
2. 玫瑰花可降火气，可调理血气、促进血液循环、养颜美容，且有消除疲劳、保护肝脏、胃肠的功能。
3. 茉莉有提神功效，可安定情绪及舒解郁闷。有慢性支气管炎的人宜多饮用，此外它对于便秘也有帮助。
4.紫罗兰有助于治疗呼吸系统疾病，也可以解决因蛀牙引起的口腔异味
忽然觉得我的Blog都是蓝紫色的，来点不同颜色的吧！ =P
5. 金银花可清热解毒，兼有增强免疫力、抗疲劳的功效，是清热解暑的首选饮品。
6.菊花茶具有散风热、平肝明目之功效，对口干、火旺、目涩，或由风、寒、湿引起的肢体疼痛、麻木的疾病均有一定的疗效
副作用：脾胃虚寒、大便稀溏的人不宜饮用。
7. 薄荷花茶可清暑、提神、用于夏季暑热烦渴、老年腹胀、矢气不通
8.百合花 安神，润肺清火，良好止咳，改善肺部功能，减轻胃疼，治慢性支气管炎、经常咳嗽/久咳，肺癌吐血
Deng Deng Deng~对花茶有点认知了吗？ =P
想去台湾吗？哈哈！ =P
My dad
May be for you, this pic have nothing special..but I'm so happy when i saw this pic uploaded by one of my hometown church member. This is because the old man remain standing with hands clapping and singing is my DAD !!! He went to church !! Yahooo~~ =) Pray that he will have more chances to go to church and pray that God's joy will fill in his heart till flowing out to others..=)
Praying that I can spend him to Mission Camp with the church member in this Nov..=) Gonna plan for it..
温馨，爱，行动
FB inbox忽然亮起红灯，看一看，原来是Panda的msg..他说，“我买了Otak-Otak给你！”
Wow~我好开心！=) 因为有人送我东西leh。。但还是要知道原因。=P结果就开玩笑地问了他，“为什么呢？中秋节礼物啊？”，结果他答我说，“因为你太好心了，买给人。所以这次给你而已lo..”
第一次感觉到温馨和体会到一个功课。
做好事不一定要常常挂在嘴边。静静做，人还是会看到的。看到的人可能还会被你的行动而改变/感动呢。。而且人看到总好过你自己自夸.=P
怎样讲也好，我也是从别人身上学的，就是我的Hometown牧师和师母。。=）
谢谢，Panda的爱心和行动. =) 谢谢牧师师母的教导和榜样！ =）
Wow~我好开心！=) 因为有人送我东西leh。。但还是要知道原因。=P结果就开玩笑地问了他，“为什么呢？中秋节礼物啊？”，结果他答我说，“因为你太好心了，买给人。所以这次给你而已lo..”
第一次感觉到温馨和体会到一个功课。
做好事不一定要常常挂在嘴边。静静做，人还是会看到的。看到的人可能还会被你的行动而改变/感动呢。。而且人看到总好过你自己自夸.=P
怎样讲也好，我也是从别人身上学的，就是我的Hometown牧师和师母。。=）
谢谢，Panda的爱心和行动. =) 谢谢牧师师母的教导和榜样！ =）
需要改变。。
看看星期六拍的照片，总结是：
Reb，你不再是大学生了。。
Reb，你不再是瘦瘦的了。。
Reb，是时候改变你拍照时的习惯了。。
Reb，是时候减肥做运动了。。
这是我最喜欢的一张，为什么？因为我的眼睛变大粒了。=P
老实说，我喜欢也希望有人可以一直帮我拍照，尤其是自然照。我多希望有钱聘请私人摄影师，专拍我。。哈哈，但他却必须是隐行的，因为这样我才会自然，自在。=P
刚好Isaac有照相机。。谢谢Isaac帮我(们)拍的照片哦。。=)
Reb，你不再是大学生了。。
Reb，你不再是瘦瘦的了。。
Reb，是时候改变你拍照时的习惯了。。
Reb，是时候减肥做运动了。。
老实说，我喜欢也希望有人可以一直帮我拍照，尤其是自然照。我多希望有钱聘请私人摄影师，专拍我。。哈哈，但他却必须是隐行的，因为这样我才会自然，自在。=P
刚好Isaac有照相机。。谢谢Isaac帮我(们)拍的照片哦。。=)
dance~~so near yet so far!!!
Yesterday, Adam asked me whether I want to dance or not and I answered him quickly with a “Yes, I want!” and he said tonight gonna have an audition for Christmas. I was so happy..but I don’t dare to go alone..
1. I scare I’m the only “new” friend tonight and then everyone looking at me
2. I scare I can’t catch up their step
3. I scare tonight is not open for “new” friend
4.etc
Denise said wanna go but she have photo shooting tonight..I asked Chih Ying, then she got to work till 9pm..@@ alamak..how?
I don1 2 miss the chance but I scare to go alone..=/
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Friday, September 16, 2011
K & K 之差。。
Kampar有山有水
KL有高楼，有车
我在Kampar时，很容易找到伴一起去爬高爬低，玩这玩那，好象人说的“小孩子”
我在KL,很难找到kaki。。很难像“小孩子”一样。。
我在Kampar时，叫一声，就有人举手要运动。。
我在KL喊了大半天，没人理我，因为这里的人都不爱运动。。
在Kampar时，还要浪费一个小时的时间才能到最近的supermarket shopping。。
在KL，只需花不到半小时的时间就到supermarket，但没人陪。。
以前我在Kampar读书时，有压力，一遇假期我们就会有很多节目。。从来不觉得闷
现在我在KL工作，一样有压力，一遇假期却没有节目。。闷到我在家自己做小丑逗自己笑。。
Kampar很容易找到mamak kaki，旅游的朋友 ,crazy gang etc..
KL却比我搭巴士去工作还难。。
有人说KL是一个大城市是，一个多姿多彩的地方。。
我说Kampar虽是一个kampung但它才是一个多姿多彩的地方啊~
就连Kampar和KL小组和教会的outing，活动都大大不同。
KL的，一有空/fellowship时间都是在吃
Kampar的，一有空/Fellowship时间除了吃，还有其他动脑精，动身体的活动。。
在Kampar享有的东西，经历，
KL都没有。。
KL出生的人本身就真的真的这么“闷”吗？
除了压力，建筑物，空气，交通，科技，奸诈社会。。还有什么？
我不应该指向KL 出生的人而已，而是包括在KL打拼几年了的人~
为什么他们都不觉得闷？因为他们活在这"世界"太久而没知觉了？
当我提起cameron/大自然的地方。。全部给我的反应是一样的。
“不要啦！闷到~”
又或者
“Huh!要么？”
我在这里过多几年后，会向他们这样吗？
Kampar，你还是最美的，你知道吗？
我好想你啊~
我有好多美好的回忆在你哪里！
KL有高楼，有车
我在Kampar时，很容易找到伴一起去爬高爬低，玩这玩那，好象人说的“小孩子”
我在KL,很难找到kaki。。很难像“小孩子”一样。。
我在Kampar时，叫一声，就有人举手要运动。。
我在KL喊了大半天，没人理我，因为这里的人都不爱运动。。
在Kampar时，还要浪费一个小时的时间才能到最近的supermarket shopping。。
在KL，只需花不到半小时的时间就到supermarket，但没人陪。。
以前我在Kampar读书时，有压力，一遇假期我们就会有很多节目。。从来不觉得闷
现在我在KL工作，一样有压力，一遇假期却没有节目。。闷到我在家自己做小丑逗自己笑。。
Kampar很容易找到mamak kaki，旅游的朋友 ,crazy gang etc..
KL却比我搭巴士去工作还难。。
有人说KL是一个大城市是，一个多姿多彩的地方。。
我说Kampar虽是一个kampung但它才是一个多姿多彩的地方啊~
就连Kampar和KL小组和教会的outing，活动都大大不同。
KL的，一有空/fellowship时间都是在吃
Kampar的，一有空/Fellowship时间除了吃，还有其他动脑精，动身体的活动。。
在Kampar享有的东西，经历，
KL都没有。。
KL出生的人本身就真的真的这么“闷”吗？
除了压力，建筑物，空气，交通，科技，奸诈社会。。还有什么？
我不应该指向KL 出生的人而已，而是包括在KL打拼几年了的人~
为什么他们都不觉得闷？因为他们活在这"世界"太久而没知觉了？
当我提起cameron/大自然的地方。。全部给我的反应是一样的。
“不要啦！闷到~”
又或者
“Huh!要么？”
我在这里过多几年后，会向他们这样吗？
Kampar，你还是最美的，你知道吗？
我好想你啊~
我有好多美好的回忆在你哪里！
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
爱情vs 巴士
一场大雨，使到交通缓慢；巴士站的人数越来越多。天气真的是很冷，再加上就算我们站在巴士站里，雨水还是会被风吹打到我们身上， 冷到都不知要用什么来形容。只知道在等着巴士的人都希望巴士快点到， 我也不例外。等着等着，人来人往，巴士把一些人带走了，又有被人来挤巴士站。看一看，才发现原来在等巴士的大多数是女生。一时间令我有了以下的想法：
人到了一定的时间（年龄），就会走到巴士站等待自己的巴士（等爱情的到来）。尤其是下雨时（有困难时），每人都希望巴士可以把他们快点的带走，不让他们被雨泠 （另一半可以被他们或把他们带走，离开这个问题）。望着 远处希望至少有巴士的影子，当看到巴士的影子时，颈项就会很长很长的升起，看是不是自己的巴士。等着等着，有的巴士终于来了（爱情到了），他们就开开心心 地上了自己的巴士（得到，接受自己的爱情）；有的却还在等待。看着别人一个一个上了他们的巴士，而我们还在等。我们就会不知觉的自问，“为什么还没来？ （为什么爱情还没来？）”，又或者埋怨起来。有时等待的当时，看到别的巴士来了而自己的还没来，就有股冲动的想随便搭一辆巴士（随便接受/找别人），到别处再搭LRT或别的巴士到目的地 （到一定的时间，或看到适合的再分手）。但当我们真真的想时，才知可能在混乱的当时，《1》会搭错巴士 （交到错的对象）；《2》或者当我们搭了这辆，真真的巴士就到了，那时就错过了真正的巴士（错过真爱）； 《3》又或者以为会更快到家，那知更加拖延到家的时间又花更多的交通费 （到时已浪费很多青春时间在不对的感情上），结果后悔。
最后还是慢慢的，有耐心的等。等到最后，我的巴士终于到了。上了巴士，开心及感谢的是我没有随便搭巴士，有不然就搭错巴士浪费钱浪费时间。还是自己的巴士比较好，知道我要去那里并可以安全的把我带回目的地。
耐心的等待是好的~=) 我很期待那对的时机，对的对象。我会耐心的等的,因为我不要自己毁灭了自己的幸福。 =)
最后还是慢慢的，有耐心的等。等到最后，我的巴士终于到了。上了巴士，开心及感谢的是我没有随便搭巴士，有不然就搭错巴士浪费钱浪费时间。还是自己的巴士比较好，知道我要去那里并可以安全的把我带回目的地。
耐心的等待是好的~=) 我很期待那对的时机，对的对象。我会耐心的等的,因为我不要自己毁灭了自己的幸福。 =)
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Glee
I’m watching and chasing “Glee” recently which is a musical drama series. =) Last two weeks was my first time heard this name. My colleague was watching it during working hours then I have the chance to know this drama series then she borrow it to me. Honestly, those who love musical must watch this movie because it stir up our passion for dance and sing. Haha. While I watching “Glee” my body seem like wanna shout out “I wanna move it shake it”..yes, it’s real. How good if our life is always full with dance and music and everybody can sing… Perhaps, use ‘sing’ replace “talk”? haha…=P
“Glee”~~
“Glee”~~
Mid Autumn Festival
Today is Mid Autumn Festival. When I stayed with my family members, I will celebrate with them of course; will go to garden for lantern walk, BBQ at home, attended event at old town that held by some associations etc. Different years have different plans and the older we are, more interesting our plan is. =P Then, during my 3 years Uni life, I seldom have chance to celebrate it because every Mid Autumn Festival crashed with my exam period. Books accompanied me to pass the day. Only one year, I still remember I miss the festival so much and I wish to celebrate it...So, my mum and two sisters came to my hostel, stay overnight here. What’s for? Mum brought me moon cakes and some other foods; we didn’t have big celebration because it was raining then. My sisters have some walk and cycling I think. Mum rested in house. But this had already satisfied me a lot. For me, I always have a strong mindset that Mid Autumn Festival is the festival that we should celebrate with family members, almost same as Chinese New Year. Therefore, I wish that I’m now with my family members. However, due to my current situation which I have to work in KL, I have to face the fact that I have to celebrate it without my family members. I’m wondering how they will celebrate this festival. Will they happy? Again, I wish to bring my parents and younger sis to KL and stay together with me… but before this, I have to buy/ rent a house first whereby I must have a lot of money… hmmm…Praying…
Yes, tonight will be celebrating with my subzone members at Cindy’s house. I heard that there are some other than my subzone will be joining us as well and I think the mushrooms that my group prepared might not be enough for tonight.@@ Thinking of how to solve this problem. Hoping for “5 biscuits and 2 fishes” miracle...hahahaha…=P
I’m praying for good weather tonight. =) If want to rain also wait till I reached home first so that I will have a good sweet dream. =P haha.
Friday, September 9, 2011
plan for his future
Today, finally I know the reason Scott resign already.=) From his email, I knew he is going to start his own business few days later.
Wow~ I’m happy for him leh. He is the type of person who have plan for his future. He work and learn from his bosses, companies etc and now he open his own company at aged of 29. Wohooo~~so ambitious and “MAN”...haha...=P
I believe his future gf + wife will be very hang fou loo...Haha...coz he is now already a rich man and he still have his own business, for sure he will earn a lot in future. Some more he is a handsome guy yet don’t like “lobak” also...haha...Good la.
Here I wish that he will be success in his career, family, relationship etc future time la...And of course, the most important things is, pray that he will now Christ soon ! =)
I believe his future gf + wife will be very hang fou loo...Haha...coz he is now already a rich man and he still have his own business, for sure he will earn a lot in future. Some more he is a handsome guy yet don’t like “lobak” also...haha...Good la.
Here I wish that he will be success in his career, family, relationship etc future time la...And of course, the most important things is, pray that he will now Christ soon ! =)
Lastly，Gong xi gong xi !!!
Love and Respect
Yo~ I was super happy yesterday because it was cg night. All of us gather together and laugh together. Jordan led the blanket game so well yesterday. All of memang have fun and laugh till no voice already loo...haha. Not only the game, P&W and the sermon blessed me a lot as well especially the sermon. You know why? Hehe..because God talked to me due to the “problems” that I mentioned in previous blogs which are “roommates” and “HR manager”..haha..I still remember Cindy said "Not to pick a fight with them....let God deal with their personality....we just need to respect them.....God heal the brokenness" etc, "how many of you can tell me that you are living peacefully with your housemates?" lead me to think about my roommate..hehe.
This morning, I pray as what Cindy taught us to pray yesterday which is “Please give me strength to love and respect…” and yes, I pray all the way I go to work. =) I’m a good girl..haha…
This morning, I pray as what Cindy taught us to pray yesterday which is “Please give me strength to love and respect…” and yes, I pray all the way I go to work. =) I’m a good girl..haha…
Of course, when I came in the office, I still feel scare and I still don’t know how to face the HR manager later. (FYI, I still didn’t go and see her and take my medical card even though she asked someone to pass her msg to me. Some more, my manager is not coming in office today; Jeanna is running an event in Bukit Bintang area. Who is going to protect me if anything happened later when I went in to her office like that day?). I commit this fear to God and keep remind myself that everything will be fine coz He take control.
Around 3.30pm, she came to me and asked me why I didn’t go to see her since yesterday? Thanks God, I smile at her and answer her politely. Then she smiles at me as well. Hallelujah!
God is so good! =)
As for the roommate, I start learning to love her more. Forgive what she did; trying and thinking how to help her to change the habit. Honestly, everytime I woke up seeing her to hold her phone alarm tightly while still sleeping on th bed, I felt so guilty and sad leh. But I have to tahan so that she can change the habit. However, I will still thinking on how to help her so that she won’t holding the alarm while sleeping. =) God, please give me strength to love and respect people surrounding me.
I need to
Listen when he/she is speaking
Overlook patty fault, forgive failure
Value pther people for who they are
Express my love in practical way
God is so good! =)
As for the roommate, I start learning to love her more. Forgive what she did; trying and thinking how to help her to change the habit. Honestly, everytime I woke up seeing her to hold her phone alarm tightly while still sleeping on th bed, I felt so guilty and sad leh. But I have to tahan so that she can change the habit. However, I will still thinking on how to help her so that she won’t holding the alarm while sleeping. =) God, please give me strength to love and respect people surrounding me.
I need to
Listen when he/she is speaking
Overlook patty fault, forgive failure
Value pther people for who they are
Express my love in practical way
*I like this pic..coz i can "feel" the "romantic" here..hahah..=P
stories in my office
In my company, it is very hard to buy something. If you want to buy something, you have to apply then pass to manager to sign (this is not difficult at all), then get approval from finance manager and boss (the toughest). I spent above 3 months to get approval to buy 1 extension cord which is only RM19.
2 weeks before Raya, The HR manager borrows the extension cord from one of my colleague. My colleague doesn’t want to borrow her then ask me to borrow. I don’t know her purpose for lending the extension cord at that time but I knew it after I came back from Raya Holiday and I have to take it back from her because I have an event in UTAR PJ next Wed. The extension cord that my department bought is for event purpose. Therefore, I email her with a good manner, for telling her that I have to take it back from her by late next Tues. How I know she doesn’t want to return it to me and asked me to borrow from others. I was so upset honestly because:
1. She is misusing her authority to “order” me to borrow the extension cord from others seem she don’t want to do so. (It’s hard for us to borrow from others seem all of us also wanna use it some more she tried it before and she knew it is hard to borrow from people)
2. She is using my extension cord for her own purpose in her office
3. The way she talks to me is seem like talking to the slave
I don’t like to “pai ma pi” , so I replied her email and asked her to apply one seem she need it or else borrow by herself not me. She angry me. She called me to her office and scolded me and push all the “not-a –mistake” to me and treat me like I did all wrong. I tried to defend myself but she is too strong to fight back and stop me. At last, I told myself not to quarrel with her seem she return the extension cord to me (old 1 and not the new 1 that I bought). I walked in to my office, some of the colleague knew it. They came to me and console me. Finally, I cried. I cried because of their love. Though I fear and scare when I have to confront with the manager, but I didn’t cry.. Yet, I cried in front of the colleague because of their love and concern…I didn’t tell my manager, I straight go to toilet and cry..When I came out, my manager asked..Then only I know my colleague inform my manager that I was bullied by the HR manager. My manager was so angry her because she told my manager that it is just a small case, she won’t find me etc. Yet she did it to me without letting my manager know. He was so angry and he also taught me not to be so weak. He asked me to fight back because if I didn’t, she will revenge me again when he is not in the office. (Honestly, when my manager asked me to tell him what had happened, I cried immediately. He asked me to sit down and relax first. That time I think my manager is a good listener and good problem solver. He knows girls so well.) Is this called the Office’s war?
Honestly, I was so sad and scare. On the way back home, my tears can’t stop flowing out form my eyes. When I went in to the car, I cried it out and loud. After crying, I told myself that everything will be ok.
Luckily at night, I have the chance to join the preparation of mooncake festival celebration in Chinese Church. The preparation help me in forgetting some part of the “sad” story temporary and I was enjoy doing the preparation with the team.. =) Thank God. Let me show you some pics…
Today, I pray to God that I will have a happy day in Office. I pray that the HR manager will not revenge seem my manager is not around. Honestly, I still scare. How I going to release my fear? I have to draw my attention to other things which is listen to music and stop listening to the world’s speak. =P haha.. I did it. I just put on my headphone, focus on the music and my task in hand. =)
2 weeks before Raya, The HR manager borrows the extension cord from one of my colleague. My colleague doesn’t want to borrow her then ask me to borrow. I don’t know her purpose for lending the extension cord at that time but I knew it after I came back from Raya Holiday and I have to take it back from her because I have an event in UTAR PJ next Wed. The extension cord that my department bought is for event purpose. Therefore, I email her with a good manner, for telling her that I have to take it back from her by late next Tues. How I know she doesn’t want to return it to me and asked me to borrow from others. I was so upset honestly because:
1. She is misusing her authority to “order” me to borrow the extension cord from others seem she don’t want to do so. (It’s hard for us to borrow from others seem all of us also wanna use it some more she tried it before and she knew it is hard to borrow from people)
2. She is using my extension cord for her own purpose in her office
3. The way she talks to me is seem like talking to the slave
I don’t like to “pai ma pi” , so I replied her email and asked her to apply one seem she need it or else borrow by herself not me. She angry me. She called me to her office and scolded me and push all the “not-a –mistake” to me and treat me like I did all wrong. I tried to defend myself but she is too strong to fight back and stop me. At last, I told myself not to quarrel with her seem she return the extension cord to me (old 1 and not the new 1 that I bought). I walked in to my office, some of the colleague knew it. They came to me and console me. Finally, I cried. I cried because of their love. Though I fear and scare when I have to confront with the manager, but I didn’t cry.. Yet, I cried in front of the colleague because of their love and concern…I didn’t tell my manager, I straight go to toilet and cry..When I came out, my manager asked..Then only I know my colleague inform my manager that I was bullied by the HR manager. My manager was so angry her because she told my manager that it is just a small case, she won’t find me etc. Yet she did it to me without letting my manager know. He was so angry and he also taught me not to be so weak. He asked me to fight back because if I didn’t, she will revenge me again when he is not in the office. (Honestly, when my manager asked me to tell him what had happened, I cried immediately. He asked me to sit down and relax first. That time I think my manager is a good listener and good problem solver. He knows girls so well.) Is this called the Office’s war?
Honestly, I was so sad and scare. On the way back home, my tears can’t stop flowing out form my eyes. When I went in to the car, I cried it out and loud. After crying, I told myself that everything will be ok.
Luckily at night, I have the chance to join the preparation of mooncake festival celebration in Chinese Church. The preparation help me in forgetting some part of the “sad” story temporary and I was enjoy doing the preparation with the team.. =) Thank God. Let me show you some pics…
Today, I pray to God that I will have a happy day in Office. I pray that the HR manager will not revenge seem my manager is not around. Honestly, I still scare. How I going to release my fear? I have to draw my attention to other things which is listen to music and stop listening to the world’s speak. =P haha.. I did it. I just put on my headphone, focus on the music and my task in hand. =)
wedding consultant
Yesterday, while I leaf through "Job search" page from the newspaper, I found one that able to grabs my full attention, which is the vacancies in one of the SS2 wedding shop lot area.they wanna hire photographer, graphic designer, wedding consultant etc..WEDDING CONSULTANT!! Wondering are they looking for wedding planner? Hehe..Wedding consultant leh..I wish I can take this responsibility..haha..but I have no experience at all...hmmm...wish that someone willing treat me as trainee and train me..haha..=P
As I know most of the wedding held during holiday and weekends oh...means I can't attend church services and can't enjoy my holiday during "holidays"...hmm...such a big sacrifice hor?
room mate
Yes, my roommate changed her habit yesterday. She didn’t set her alarm too earlier and she just set once. But, she still disturbs my sleeping time. Why I said so? First, she will never sleep at her bed at night. She loves to “stick” to me and move around. @@ Yesterday, she throws her boaster right on my face. I was shocked and wake up… put her boaster back to her. After don’t know how many hours later…she “beat” my stomach…@@ Hmmm…Should I sleep 10 inches far away from her? Or place the cupboard at the middle of both beds?
Second, she came back late yesterday...and I think she don’t dare to on the light so she open the room’s door so that she can put and take her stuffs, remove her makeup etc..Because of this, the mosquitoes were having big banquet and I was the victim…What I wanna say is, “Roommate, as I told you before, I don’t like mosquitoes at all. Therefore, u r allowed to on the light. I won’t blame you for on the light coz I understand that you need the light to clean up yourself. Just go ahead rather than open the door.”
Am I a troublesome roommate? Am I so ma fan? Am I so choosy? I start blaming myself rather than pointing finger at her. I should be patient to her and “adjust” myself, change myself in order to stay with her, let her feel no stress and stay happily.. But I can’t overcome my feeling and principal…@@ God, I need your help!!!
Either 1 of us have to change, can both of us bertolak ansur? Those who did wrong have to change for other. I think this is the best way, right? Then both of us will train to be 89% perfect edi? Haha…
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
A or B?
Today, we just be informed that there are two more colleagues will leaving us soon. One is Simon and another one is Scott.
Scott is the PA for Joey Yap. I always have a mindset that PA must be very attentive and smart, so that she/he will always fulfill and help the boss. Yes, it is right. Scott is so attentive and he always "sticks" together with Joey. Because of this, I was wondering how he accompanies his girl friend because he has to travel around the world with boss for seminars and talks. One day, I had the chance to ask him.
Scott: S; Rebecca: R
R: You have to accompany Joey 24 hours, right?
S: Nope. He is not that type of boss.
R: Oh, then... He called you to meet him at somewhere immediately after you went back to home? I mean, have you experienced it before?
S: Not for now.
R: Then, seem you always travel with Boss...Almost never landed Malaysia, how your girl friend can tahan o?
S: Haha. I don't have girlfriend.
R: What? You don't have girlfriend yet? You don't want to married ar?
S: Of course I want la. But I'm now PA of Joey, no time for me to "pat tuo" also.
R: Then how?
S: Takan I will be Joey's PA forever one...I just want to gain experience and earn more money.
R: Oh...=)
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And he resigns today. Is that means he earn enough money? Is that he is ready for marriage life? Is that mean he found a girl he like and willing to sacrifice for her? Perhaps, he found higher paid of PA?
room mate
I seldom and will never agree to have roommate (other than my family members) because I love staying in my own personal world...Whereby I can do whatever I want without any “noise”, “interruptions” etc..And I love “hygiene”. Those who “spoil” my room’s cleanliness, I will sure change to be a monster. However, this is the second time I stay with other in the same room. The first time was during my internship. I stayed with my course mate who I knew her for few days only. I stayed with her because I have no choice. I have no time to look for room during that time. That period of time staying with her really caused me angry and sad in the beginning. Then, I tahan tahan and tahan...Thank God, the months flew away...=P
Now is my second time stay with another. She is my hometown church friend. Honestly, we seldom talk to each other though we studied in the same school and attending the same church. She never has good or bad impression to me also. What I know is she is so “sticky” to Zi fen jie and too relies on her. Then I remember one day she had little misunderstand with me, Daniel and Proskuneo regarding the duty roaster on CNY service. This added in some thought to me regarding her personality. That’s all. After all of us grew up, I met her again in KL and I told myself not to stay with her. God is so humorous. He will put in those you don’t like to do, see, touch, experience into your life, like this… This one is better than the first one but sometime also make me angry.
When I angry, I choose to keep quiet and remind myself, “Reb, love her and train yourself. Treat this as a training and preparation for your future marriage.” Ex, the thing doesn’t put back the original place, I put it?!?!?? Of course there are still some that is worst and make me angry…To be clarifying here, I will not angry simply, but how many of you know that my limitation is not high enough? Anyone keeps repeating the same mistake will have chance to touch my line also. Luckily, she will try to change herself and say sorry when she knew she was wrong.
When I angry, I choose to keep quiet and remind myself, “Reb, love her and train yourself. Treat this as a training and preparation for your future marriage.” Ex, the thing doesn’t put back the original place, I put it?!?!?? Of course there are still some that is worst and make me angry…To be clarifying here, I will not angry simply, but how many of you know that my limitation is not high enough? Anyone keeps repeating the same mistake will have chance to touch my line also. Luckily, she will try to change herself and say sorry when she knew she was wrong.
Let me give you a clear picture with just one real story. Like today, I was angry because she love to set her alarm earlier than anyone...is super earlier oh...then she will wake up to set 2nd time of alarm and felt sleep again..And keep doing the same thing till I wake up and prepare myself...She will wake up after I bath or earlier than that... What I angry is...why she love to set the alarm earlier than everyone seem she never plan to wake up so earlier? The answer she gave is, “I will ‘lai chuang’ so must put earlier”...But what’s the point if you put it so many “earlier” and then wake up set another 1 and sleep again, wake up set another 1 and sleep again , doing the same thing till you wake up at the time you plan for? Furthermore, when the alarm rang, she is not the one who wake up...I have to call her name then only she will wake up..@@ Oh my…you are so selfish leh...Can you please set only 1 alarm at the time you want to wake up only? It is useless for you to set so many time coz no matter how many time you set, I am the one who wake up not you… This morning, I did not talk to her because I’m in bad mood and she sms me. This is her “merit”. =) Then I honest to her and she replied me with “I will try to change it starting form today”...This is another “merit” of hers. =) Of course, I will give her chances to change…
Yeap, I am learning to “stay” with her and it is a must for me also. =) Pray that I will know her better and we will stay happily la. Pray that I have big capacity of gas as well.
Yeap, I am learning to “stay” with her and it is a must for me also. =) Pray that I will know her better and we will stay happily la. Pray that I have big capacity of gas as well.
Weird dream #2
1 of the semester break, I joined the mission trip to Thailand then straight back to Kedah. After that I went back to Kampar to continue my new semester. Since the night I came back to Kampar, I never have a good sleep. Sometimes insomnia and sometime dreamt of bad dreams. I was so struggling and tired due to the bad dreams. At last, my Kampar pastor came to my room with the oil, pray for me and my room, asked God for the anointing and cleanser. After that, no more bad dreams visit me anymore. It was two years ago.
Now, bad dreams came again. I had it twice b4 I went back to hometown actually but after I pray to God, it disappeared. Then it came again when I came back from hometown which is past Monday. I need a good sleep ar~~ The dreams were so weird and sometime quite scary.
1st dream – As mentioned in previous blog. Please click here.
Now, bad dreams came again. I had it twice b4 I went back to hometown actually but after I pray to God, it disappeared. Then it came again when I came back from hometown which is past Monday. I need a good sleep ar~~ The dreams were so weird and sometime quite scary.
1st dream – As mentioned in previous blog. Please click here.
2nd dream – Not so clear. What I remember is Parents and me just finish one of the function and mum drove us back. On the way back, we passed the place that we had the function just now and then not far away, we meet an accident. Mum drove so near to the big drain and our car turn over then felt into the drain. I shouted “Mama!”, then the car split into two but thanks God, all of us were safe. We still can go out form the drain with the help of people who joined the function with us just now. I still remember the car mum drove is red color but none of our cars is red leh.
3rd dream – this time, I dreamt of pastor in my hometown church. Same, not so clear and not in details. What I remember is Pastor was betrayed and got shot by someone, and then he hides himself to Wesley church secretly. As for GMC (my hometown church), Mrs T took over. I was not with Mrs T but was like looking all these happened as TV drama. One day, everyone were there with Mrs T and I don’t even know why I was suddenly become one of the “actress” in this dream. Mrs T stood at the entrance of GMC in Gurun and giving welcome speech. Then suddenly she said something regarding pastor and she felt so angry (I can’t remember what she said), then pastor suddenly appeared in the dream and he cried while explaining what had happened to him. Everyone looked at him and I can’t remember the rest of the story. However, I felt so scare, sad and weird for the dream but don’t know what made me felt that. Was wondering why pastor was shot by someone? Who is the “someone”? Why pastor will hide in Wesley church who is not the real personality of pastor that I knew. Why Mrs T so angry and scolded pastor? A lot of questions here…but no one answer.
satan’s work? or worry too much? I have to pray for it. I need peace…I need sweet dream and good rest….
3rd dream – this time, I dreamt of pastor in my hometown church. Same, not so clear and not in details. What I remember is Pastor was betrayed and got shot by someone, and then he hides himself to Wesley church secretly. As for GMC (my hometown church), Mrs T took over. I was not with Mrs T but was like looking all these happened as TV drama. One day, everyone were there with Mrs T and I don’t even know why I was suddenly become one of the “actress” in this dream. Mrs T stood at the entrance of GMC in Gurun and giving welcome speech. Then suddenly she said something regarding pastor and she felt so angry (I can’t remember what she said), then pastor suddenly appeared in the dream and he cried while explaining what had happened to him. Everyone looked at him and I can’t remember the rest of the story. However, I felt so scare, sad and weird for the dream but don’t know what made me felt that. Was wondering why pastor was shot by someone? Who is the “someone”? Why pastor will hide in Wesley church who is not the real personality of pastor that I knew. Why Mrs T so angry and scolded pastor? A lot of questions here…but no one answer.
satan’s work? or worry too much? I have to pray for it. I need peace…I need sweet dream and good rest….
Saturday, September 3, 2011
感想
等下要坐10.30的巴士回去KL了。。。讲真的我的心情现在很复杂~
回来SP的一个星期根本不能“补偿”我过去8个月离开家的时间
过去应该做的事必需在这一个星期里“完成”，真的是太冲忙了。。
只有一天去探望婆婆公公，到那里陪他们一起去老小舅的家过Hari Raya (我也才知道我有亲戚是回教徒), 我和公公婆婆根本没多少时间谈话-----我回时，公公婆婆还问我和弟弟，“你们几时会再回来？”
爸爸妈妈都忙着开摊工作，尤其是我爸。。帮妈开摊后，回家休息一阵子就去工作。晚上1 点多才回家，我根本没时间和他讲话。最多就在我们一起帮妈开摊时谈一些。----我今早起床，爸以为我是妹妹，就问“二姐等下就回了啊？”
因这忙于帮妈妈，有点忽略了妹妹。（老实讲，小贩真的是很累的工作）还好我妹会主动牺牲她的时间陪我去开摊等，就利用那时间和我“玩”，但是有多少人知道那是不够的？---我妹昨晚哭了，说“你要回了”
我妈因为我今天要回，昨晚去看歌唱比赛后，到桃园茶餐室买了我喜欢吃的“米谷”（migu in hokkien) 和鸡蛋糕，好让我在巴士上可以吃 （因我弟花了10小时才到KL).不止，我妈还买了杏仁粉给我。我很遗憾的是我还帮妈不够---她的嘴干到破了，我都没买Petroleum oil给她，没带她去按摩等~
而我等下就回去我必须面对的世界了。。其实我是有点害怕的，毕竟我已在“安全区”活了一个星期，现在要我回去“危险期”真的是会唤起我的恐惧~我只能祷告，求神保守~
好了，要整理我的行李了。下次再写吧~
回来SP的一个星期根本不能“补偿”我过去8个月离开家的时间
过去应该做的事必需在这一个星期里“完成”，真的是太冲忙了。。
只有一天去探望婆婆公公，到那里陪他们一起去老小舅的家过Hari Raya (我也才知道我有亲戚是回教徒), 我和公公婆婆根本没多少时间谈话-----我回时，公公婆婆还问我和弟弟，“你们几时会再回来？”
爸爸妈妈都忙着开摊工作，尤其是我爸。。帮妈开摊后，回家休息一阵子就去工作。晚上1 点多才回家，我根本没时间和他讲话。最多就在我们一起帮妈开摊时谈一些。----我今早起床，爸以为我是妹妹，就问“二姐等下就回了啊？”
因这忙于帮妈妈，有点忽略了妹妹。（老实讲，小贩真的是很累的工作）还好我妹会主动牺牲她的时间陪我去开摊等，就利用那时间和我“玩”，但是有多少人知道那是不够的？---我妹昨晚哭了，说“你要回了”
我妈因为我今天要回，昨晚去看歌唱比赛后，到桃园茶餐室买了我喜欢吃的“米谷”（migu in hokkien) 和鸡蛋糕，好让我在巴士上可以吃 （因我弟花了10小时才到KL).不止，我妈还买了杏仁粉给我。我很遗憾的是我还帮妈不够---她的嘴干到破了，我都没买Petroleum oil给她，没带她去按摩等~
而我等下就回去我必须面对的世界了。。其实我是有点害怕的，毕竟我已在“安全区”活了一个星期，现在要我回去“危险期”真的是会唤起我的恐惧~我只能祷告，求神保守~
好了，要整理我的行李了。下次再写吧~
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Random #4-- replace for 26/8
Hi,
Wohooo~~ I wanna sing: Tomorrow is the day! The day after tomorrow is the day!
haha..Tomorrow is CHC KL Grand Opening + 10th Anniversary. There are so many people coming oh...Like Pastor Kong, Dr A. R. Bernard, Sun Ho, Chris Pringle etc...It will be the big day for CHC KL, seem like is CHC wedding day? Haahaha...Something like that la...I felt like tomorrow is my big day also...hehe... =P
Something playing in my mind for this:
I thank God for putting me in GMC (my hometown church) whereby I can learn and grow…
haha..Tomorrow is CHC KL Grand Opening + 10th Anniversary. There are so many people coming oh...Like Pastor Kong, Dr A. R. Bernard, Sun Ho, Chris Pringle etc...It will be the big day for CHC KL, seem like is CHC wedding day? Haahaha...Something like that la...I felt like tomorrow is my big day also...hehe... =P
Something playing in my mind for this:
I thank God for putting me in GMC (my hometown church) whereby I can learn and grow…
I thank God for giving me both pastor and si mu who guide me a lot
I thank God for leading few of us all these while and we are now serving together in CHC KL: Andrew- best CHC HTV host, worship team members, cg leader; Adam- Best dancer and helper in cg; Douglas – worship team member; I: Choir team member ..for other, I’m not sure on their position/ ministry now.. Evelyn- may be on the way to become a host?
I thank God for giving me the chance to serve in CHC KL
I thank God for giving me the chance to serve in CHC KL
I thank God for putting me in W49
I thank God for giving me the chance to serve together with Issey, Kean Hong, Joanne, Adam etc…
I thank God for giving me a good platform to learn English
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I thank God for giving me the chance to serve together with Issey, Kean Hong, Joanne, Adam etc…
I thank God for giving me a good platform to learn English
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banyak lagi..haha..will be continued..=P
Then the day after tomorrow is the day I balik kampung!!! It have been more than 6 months already, I didn’t go back to my hometown...Don’t know how it look like now...Adam told me there SP have changed a lot and I was wondering…hmmm..Gonna find it out soon. What will I do after I go back to SP? Let me think...Hmmm...
1. Rebonding my hair
1. Rebonding my hair
2. Bring my parents for good foods and massage
3. Visit my garndparents
3. Visit my garndparents
4. Help my mum to clean the house and help them up whatever I can
5. Buy grocery for my parents and sis...
I wish I have more money...Then I can bless and do more for them...
5. Buy grocery for my parents and sis...
I wish I have more money...Then I can bless and do more for them...
I have a burden to bless my parents… So, I’m working hard to save money and earn money for my parents’ travelling package. =)
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Updates !!!!
Today, two strangers came into our office...Guess what~~They help boss to set up the internet setting...I don’t know what type of setting was it, what I know is all of us are back to previous century whereby we are not allow to play FB ,Youtube, Yahoo, Hotmail, Blogspot, MSN and Twitter “publicly”!!! @@ When can I get back my own office? I want to stay in my own office and play FB when I have nothing to do. FYI, my laptop can play facebook and my manager allow me to do so..But I can’t play now just bcoz I’m now temporary sitting with others, I have to be an “example” to others...Issshhh!!!! What can I do now when I have finished my task? Praying that the new office will finish renovated soon.
Guys, if you want to contact me, please do not leave any msg in fb during my working hours ya...Coz I will not reply you guys. So, if anything, just call me, sms me or email me at Rebecca@masteryacademy.com
I prefer you guys to email me. Ahaha...Coz I always check my mailbox...=) Actually, I never close my mailbox during my working hours...hehe...
Of course, you may send me fb msg after my working hours but I might reply late...And only will reply after 9.30pm if the owner online...=)
Guys, if you want to contact me, please do not leave any msg in fb during my working hours ya...Coz I will not reply you guys. So, if anything, just call me, sms me or email me at Rebecca@masteryacademy.com
I prefer you guys to email me. Ahaha...Coz I always check my mailbox...=) Actually, I never close my mailbox during my working hours...hehe...
Of course, you may send me fb msg after my working hours but I might reply late...And only will reply after 9.30pm if the owner online...=)
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Report #1
I’m so busy recently especially this week due to church Grand Opening. We started the practice on the past Monday, then Tuesday, Wednesday...and it getting to end late day by day just because we want to do our best on that actual day. Tonight the practice will start at 10pm and tomorrow will have final rehearsal at 10.30pm. I don’t know what time the practice and rehearsal will end but what I heard is...it might be very late especially during the final rehearsal...”Get ready to go back at 3am” This is what I heard from someone yesterday before I went back home. I’m not complaining but I’m super excited and happy for this. =) haha...Why? This is because long time I never experience this kind of practice and rehearsal, teamwork etc...=) I used to this since I was young, our church have the same culture as CHC...but once I went to study in Kampar, my Kampar church never have this kind of culture, may be bcoz of the environment and the culture. Therefore, I try very best to suit to their “style”. =) I never said this is not good, just bcoz of the difference btw churches but all are serving the same God. =) Yes, I’m back to the atmosphere and environment that I used to. =) I feel like I’m back to home and my hometown church. Love to serve together, practice together, learn together, go back late together etc… whereby every one of us holding the same vision, which is to do the best for Him. =) I learnt something new in choir ministry. I thank God those I failed in the back up audition. Because I failed in that audition, I have the chance to learn from the beginning such as how to warm up before we sing; How to open wider the “mouth” and how to … how to … Because of I failed, I won’t have chance the “memalukan” myself in front of the congregation by singing badly…=P I never regret in joining Choir ministry. It helps me a lot in singing better and be humble… =) There are so many “geng” people in the team leh… In my heart, those who serve in worship team and choir team are the celebrities because they are all selected due to the gifts and talents, not because of their good look. (the world may choose those who look handsome/ pretty to be their idols/celebrities)=p Of course, I never said they are all ugly… Nope at all, they are all look great and good when serving together, when going up to the stage. =) The teams get transformed to be a star after serving Him. I’m proud of everyone in the teams.
“I’m busy” shouldn’t come out from my mouth actually because there are more people who are busier than me. For instance, those who need to work in the morning then rush to C3 conference in Sunway Convention Centre then go to church to do the preparation/ practice then stay back for other things etc…They are all superman and superwoman. I wish to be like them also actually but I have to build up my “stamina” slowly by slowly starting from now...haha...So that I can get back the “stamina” and live the life that I used to... But honestly, just these few days only, I felt almost exhausted already...Every day when I woke up in the morning, I will never feel I have enough sleep though I had a good and SWEETTTTT dream at night. This has been proving that I do not have strong “Stamina”… =P
Random thought: I wish to have a partner who can share the tiredness, happiness, stress, sadness with me leh… I wish that we can go to church together and serve together, share the fun together, back together, having meal together etc...I’m imagine when I’m busy serving, he will be the one who take care of my foods consume, remind me to eat etc… and on the contrary, I take care of him? hahahaha.. Cham loo…Should I inbox Pastor Kevin already? (Joking la =P… but the desperation is 100% correct one oh) Praying very hard!! Haha... Someone just told me that I shouldn’t have this kind of desperation because once I have this desperation; it is tougher for me to find my partner. According to the “someone”, this is the theory to everyone who stays in the earth…@@ Is it? No way. I don’t fully believe it… If you have no desperation, how can you have the motivation to pray for it and find for it? Yet, I think the “someone” have the right part also. If your desperation is over 100% then you will automatically show it out and people will scare of you. Haha! Am I right? =P So, no worry. I’m not that type. Though I’m keen to falling in love with someone but I will not simply choose/get/accept someone. Hehe. I have to because he is the one who I have to live together for the rest of life leh… Don’t play-play. =p
Ok, will be continued may be after the grand opening? =) Pray for me ya.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
婚~
又看到人求婚成功了~几时轮到我？ Wuwahahaha~可能你们在想，“walao~你有在幻想了。” 我承认。=P 我好像好想拍拖啊！ 但放心，我不会乱乱来~当我看到人结婚，求婚，我就会很感动很开心，有股冲动帮他们策划婚礼leh.刚刚看到Andrew向Wendy求婚的照片，真替他们开心。 =) 看到艺为和他未婚妻的结婚照，也替他们开心。=）结果自己问自己，“几时轮到你？”我只能说，“我要叫Issey或Pastor 帮我祷告了！ 哈哈！”
结婚是件开心，光荣的事。。我很期待。。我会在等待~ =)
结婚是件开心，光荣的事。。我很期待。。我会在等待~ =)
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
You In Me
Click it for great song..=) Juwita Suwito
What a good nice song..Love it so much ..though it is not a new song, but still want to share with you all...
Juwita Suwito - You In Me
Everytime I look into Your eyes
There's a pleasant surprise awaiting me and amazing me
Somehow I realize I'm so tired of the lies they keep telling me
Telling me I should look down inside in myself to find something greater
When I know I can look at the bright sight and find the Creator
I just need to spend one moment with You
Somehow it's a brand new world I'm passing through
You lift me higher, You let me see
Over the walls that surrounded me
Don't need to prove myself, just need to show and tell
It's You in me
The other day a wolf in sheep in disguise
Told me goodness would buy a day or two for me in Paradise
I could never pay the price, not with a million lives
But it' d done for me
Why should I just depend on myself and pretend I'll find something greater
When I know I can look at the bright side and find the Creator
What a good nice song..Love it so much ..though it is not a new song, but still want to share with you all...
Juwita Suwito - You In Me
Everytime I look into Your eyes
There's a pleasant surprise awaiting me and amazing me
Somehow I realize I'm so tired of the lies they keep telling me
Telling me I should look down inside in myself to find something greater
When I know I can look at the bright sight and find the Creator
I just need to spend one moment with You
Somehow it's a brand new world I'm passing through
You lift me higher, You let me see
Over the walls that surrounded me
Don't need to prove myself, just need to show and tell
It's You in me
The other day a wolf in sheep in disguise
Told me goodness would buy a day or two for me in Paradise
I could never pay the price, not with a million lives
But it' d done for me
Why should I just depend on myself and pretend I'll find something greater
When I know I can look at the bright side and find the Creator
今天又看到你了
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伯伯,今天又看到你了，你还是那么的活泼，笑容依旧在脸上~
你最近好吗？
我只想问你，“为什么你每天都来医院呢？”
美女,今天又看到你了，
虽然你的穿着不是很特出，但还是很好看
虽然你不是很美的女生，但你有哪特别的气质，
赢了很多的女生。
帅哥,今天又看到你了，
虽然我们每次都在同一个巴士站上车与下车；
但我们都不曾打过招呼
我只想问你，“为什么你每次都喜欢坐到后面的位子？”
是你让我遇到伯伯，帅哥和美女。。
是你在我上下班，真的要谢谢你~
但下次请你准时到，准时去吧~
一粒扣子的存在
当扣子断了一条线，放着不管， 没问题~
但久了后，它会慢慢的松掉~
渐渐的可能在你不注意的情况下离开了你~
当问题出现了，以为小事放着不管~
久了，它会慢慢累积，成为大问题~
渐渐的可能在你不注意的情况下，他/她已离开了你的视线
但久了后，它会慢慢的松掉~
渐渐的可能在你不注意的情况下离开了你~
当问题出现了，以为小事放着不管~
久了，它会慢慢累积，成为大问题~
渐渐的可能在你不注意的情况下，他/她已离开了你的视线
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
bus-racing
“dia dah kat belaang ni, pandu laju lo.cepat cepat~”
“alamak, at belaang ni..I mahu cepat ni”
“Cepat! Dia pandu cepat ni~”
“cepat naik la, mahu cepat ni~bus belakang sudah mai~”
“alamak, at belaang ni..I mahu cepat ni”
“Cepat! Dia pandu cepat ni~”
“cepat naik la, mahu cepat ni~bus belakang sudah mai~”
@@ these are what I usually heard from the bus driver..
it repeated this morning again..
I was thinking…”am I putting myself in a dangerous situation?
“car-racing”? erm…nono! Should say “bus-racing”?
it repeated this morning again..
I was thinking…”am I putting myself in a dangerous situation?
“car-racing”? erm…nono! Should say “bus-racing”?
Metro bus, rapid bus are the same..compete with each other so that they can “rampas” more passengers..
So, everytime I pray for safe journey to workplace even is only 10-15 minutes journey…
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