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Tomorrow is William's very last exam in foundation...After that he wil be graduated and move on to his degree life loo....haha...getting older and older..=P
Donn how's his exam preparation edi...dont dare to kacau him right now..may will only kacau him after 31 Dec? hehehe...see how...

Heavy hearted

  I cried after i read through the fb's comments and replies... Finally~~ the tears flow out after keeping it since donno when..I gonna miss you all !!!  the thing that i regretted for is ....i never hv complete grp pic with the monkeys..and i don hv  personal pic with some of them..=/  jz now also forgot to take..

Tooth scaling on 15/12

These are the pics that i received from William...=> hehehhe..

Found something

  I found my memories back when i entered GMC multiply's page  which i tot tehre is empty for a long long time jor..i created it for GMC last time when i was pastor's PA leh..haha..after that not working on it jor..mana tahu, got ppl upload the pics in the page after me..hehe...but not for now jor la..
by the way, there hv lot of my memories loo...love it love them love love love..hehe

好多事。。=P

  Yo~都不知要为Campaign paper读些什么，所以就玩玩一下。老实说，就是因为不知要读什么，我更加有压力哦，因为我不想fail而留在金宝.不是金宝不好，金宝太好了，我很喜欢这里，而且这里有我的猴子朋友吗。但是留下真的是很大的工程，因为要另找房间，花钱又好像不用本似的（房租，学费等），而且还会被人笑。我不要咯。=P 所以甘愿考好好。

* 我最不喜欢人家问我成绩了，不管是之前或现在的，因为会给我很大的压力，使到我好像必须靠更好似的。@@很压力的leh。我不喜欢所以请你千万不要问我过去的成绩。=p 可能你会觉得我的人很怪吧，为什么会有这样的想法，可能因为是以前被练成的吧。=P

今天我和Will去洗牙。我的另一个“第一次”哦。好兴奋但又怕。哈哈。刚才洗时，我会觉得旁边的牙会有点痛哦，不知为什么。那男牙医越看越帅哦，可能因为他的亲切令我觉得他很好看吧。=P
Will又帮我拍照哦 （应该说偷拍吧。=P）我还没跟他要。我这里也有拍Will的照片 。 嘻嘻！

                                                 等待的当时，就自拍咯。。=P

我的License又复活了！ =〉这次它有3 年的寿命哦。到时不知该如何提醒自己换License，真怕自己忘记了。

还有还有，我刚才看到Fire engine 在McD外，不是一辆而已，而是还有另两辆vans.所以，38的我们就进去38一下咯，哪知没什么东西看的，不知是我们在车的缘故而看不到还是真的没有东西看，他们只是练习而已。

还有，刚才原本想买Choco-peanut jam哪里知道买错了，变成 strawberry-peanut jam。我不喜欢strawberry，就像我之前讲的咯，我不喜欢“-rry”或有“-rries”的东西。讨厌，没办法。只好硬吃咯。=/


从昨天开始才发现我在离开金宝前，会钱到很多钱。不是什么奖金或人给的祝福啦。应该说是我之前“投资”下来的吧。=P Deposits, claims from campaigns, 卖书和脚车的钱。。
该感谢神帮我在生活中“投资”哦。。=〉

刚才下午我妹sms给我，问我赶得及回去时练舞和呈现吗。我很奇怪为什么他这样问，结果他说如果我不能就把机会让给他，因为没有被选中而他想跳。哈哈。我当然愿意让给他啦因为我也不想这样累和冲忙。但我不能做决定的，只能跟牧师说我没时间练，其余的就给牧师自己做决定。哪知晚上他MSN我说他又没得被选了。我只能说“哦”。 而我很好奇为什么他会知道我跳舞的事，原来牧师师母一直问他我几时回来然后说有很多东西要我赶着做和练习。据知，他们还安排我参与戏剧组leh.@@我最不在行的了。但听起来，我很开心因为我被看中！哈哈哈！=P 我还可以感受到时他们的一分子。我好像牧师师母啊！我妹很羡慕和妒忌我leh，哈哈！因为他说牧师师母一直没看中她。=P 不能怪么，我是因为家庭问题而从小跟他们到大的，我妹不该这样想的。=P但我还是很感谢神在我生命中做出这样的安排，因为这样的安排，我才可以种那么多美好的回忆。=〉好期待回去GMC和师母牧师一起服侍的时候哦。=〉 我爱你们，GMC。=〉

Sweet~~ =>

 "when i give the third one is when we marry....ok?" I shocked and smile at my ney...and nod nod...

I saw this from my friend's status in FB...Not only she felt sweet and secure with Douglas's promises..I also feel so sweet when saw this status..haha..May b is bcoz of girsl ove to listen to sweet sweet words and girls  r happy when seeing their boys boys took up the responsibility..haha..

**Girls aso like and happy when boys gave them promises..but this is dangerous once the boys never keep the promises...it hurt..So, boys better dont gv any promises if you hv no confident whether u can do it or not..and nvr tell a girl abt ur future plan for the girls..coz u never knw what wil happened in the future...=P  unless the girl is very mature and knw u r not serious to her at all..=>

时间来去，花开花谢

    还记得上次我在部落格upload的照片吗？ 今天考完试后，在停车场等朋友时发现它们谢了。。很可惜哦...证明一件事，我们要时时珍惜现有的美好事物，事情...因为它们会随着时间流逝..讲到这，我开始醒觉了。原来我只剩下3天时间在金宝，而且很快就要离开我的猴子朋友了。=/

我今天的晚餐好贵哦。。虽然是RM3 但是分量很好啊！我不甘愿咯，早知去打包经济米粉，RM1.20多可以吃饱了。。=P 我是很厉害算的咯。=P  女人本性么。hehehe...老实说，我现在吃不饱。。。谁要陪我makan makan later?

原本打算睡午觉，但睡不成。。现在很累，但又不敢睡觉。因为我不够时间读最后那张paper 了。。怎么办？唯一计划是，现在睡觉，等下5am起来读？但时间就倒转了...

88, 1st paper..=P

Yo~~I'm finished with the 1st exam paper..and gonna prepare for the next up coming paper which is on 17/12, 9am paper....but i 1 2 relax myself 1st b4 i jump into the "world"..mayb watch movie again, and sleep..=P

again..

  Yo~~ I'm bck from McD..I'm so proud of myself tat i can study continuously for 7 hours ....Yahoo~~ and i hv study all...Yt and I decided to go to McD tomorrow again for the memorization part...hehe...coz i hvnt memorize yet..=P  and Tuesday is the day..haha..

  I'm glad tat i found a suitable place for me to study..haha...i should realize it eraly, right? but still not too late for me la..haha...See you , McD..=P

McD time later

  Will be going to have alternative for revision later...----McD. Donno whether can concentrate in my new revision place or not..hehe..but gonna try..even cant also hv to force myself to do so..coz it take time to cycle there actually..=P i don1 2 waste time cycle there and doing nothing... My bad monkeys gang play badminton without me..so bad they all..=P Issshhhh~~~ angry them for 3 minutes starting from now..=P

  Hopefully, will come bck with good news that i can study in McD later..hehe..gonna get ready and hv a nap now..coz will study there from 630pm till late night..hehe..Go go go, rebecca!! Jia you !!! never gv up in this every last final exam...no more exam after this jor..jia you !!

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  I'm stress and confusing now~~ I donno what's for we study all the journal articles...Questions based on the journals or ..? two weeks lectures and tutorials only and then go 2the battle field...Oh my..I donno how to do it..@@ Confusing..till i'm stress...till i hv no mood to study..there are so many to study and memorize..and seem like i almost finish study all but still donno what to emphasize on... God, i want to chase bck my CGPA and I want to graduate...I need Your help...I need you to comfort me...I 'm stress which make me wanna run away from the examination...

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Exam MOOD and MODE !!

I 'm waiting..=>

‎"To find the right partner... First of all, be yourself, be who you really are... Then the right one will come to you..." - Keith Tay


I saw it form Arnold's fb..I miss the chance for listening to Keith's sermon again..I like to listen to his sermon leh..always talk to me de..hehe..

I love the quote above..i was be taught to be myself all these while..No matter who am I? what condition, status, situation, family i having now..jz be myself...and the Mr right will found me one day...NOne is perfect, as long as we be ourselves, no matter is gd or bad, sure got someone who can accept the drawback of ours...and the "someone" for sure is the Mr right...and i'm always waiting for the Mr right to come..=P

I have two "sense" since this semester started..
1. my family members / relatives will gv me/us a car/house..
2. I'm going to get attached soon after i graduate..



Both are the "sense" that given to me after i pray to God...and I'm waiting for them to come true..as pastor told me hold tight on God's promises and blessing...Yes, I am and I want to ! =>





I pray that all the negative feeling and mindset as well as all the fears will go far away from me in Jesus 's name! => Amen !  

after long hours of study..

   I'm so tired and wish to stop it now..yet there are still a lot for me to catch up..@@ so, gonna "jian chi dao di" after rest time..=P
B4 that, here i posted some pics tat i took secretly...=P

Huan Tao was sick and he take a nap when pastor preached...He is so good leh..why said so? he was sick and still willing to fetch us to church..hehehe..

Next....

Can u see a tall guy there? haha..is Will...he was standing there to buy "5sours"..wat i hv been told, he ate 7 pack of donno wat la, while waiting for the uncle there...giant !! =P

While waiting for him..... cam-whore in the car loo..=P

Cam whore 1: I donno why got such effect...may b the sky wanna make me more pretty..hahaha..=P

Cam whore 2: took so many pics till i cant really smile jor...from here, u should knw i hv been waiting for him till "malam" jor..=P hahaha..joking la...=P



 Love take pics leh..huwahahaa...=P
K, gonna continue my study for a while then only go to bed..b4 that, wanna greet u guys 1st.."Good night!" => Miss me more la..and i can sense it....hahaha

donno wat title should be..=P

1.    4 more days to my 1 exam paper...and i have no enough time for my revision...actually i started it yesterday but after almost whole day on the revision, i jz realized i haven't even finish 1 chapter...coz there are a lot to read...@@  (Actually, i still hvnt fall into exam mode...how huh? =/)


2.   I have a small project here actually which i have to finish it according to the due date..@@ How can i do/join seem i'm running out of time? I should start doing it early hor? haiz...Bad Reb always lazy..

3.   i'm gonna leave on 18/12..and i still havnt pack..not i don1 but i really donno how to pack ..coz too many things to pack jor..@@

4.   Washed my clothes jz now and realized my hands getting dry...issshhh~~ i hate the detergent.. @#$%^&^%$#

5. i watched "Step Up 3D" in PPS yesterday...wow~~I want to dance !! Love their dance steps so much la...especially when they dance on the water..haha..while watching, i was imagine that i was one of them leh..hahaha..=P


6. Went to church and I keep asking God for speaking to me through the speaker..but nope...I tot of to change my seat to another side but i didnt..coz i was thinking...If He 1 2 speak to me, He will speak to me already through the pastor jz now..If He don1, no matter how many seat i change, The speaker also will pass by only...am i right? =P  honestly, i hd a bad thinking in the beginning stage  yesterday which lead me to think like the time the speaker talked to each of the congregations was like the non-Christians ceremony ----"shen ming shang shen"..@@  i knw i shouldn't hv this kind of my mind, tat's y i pray and ask God for the forgiveness...



Kkk, wanna hv my brunch while watching movie..then only study..=P  i think will less blog and fb jor IF i can really fully concentrate in the studies...hahaha..=P

Compliements

 I gonna mark today's date down coz William praise me jz now..said I'm pretty..haha actually he said "I'm prettier...prettier than wat i also donno..heheh.yap, u might think , "huh? like tat also wanna jot down r? nothing special oh..."..ya, nothing special.=P, but is hard to get compliments form him loo..he never praise me leh..haha.....even got, also perli perli de loo...=P  then i asked him jz now prettier than wat, again he said will tell me b4 i leave kamapr...@@ how much time left for him to do other things and to answer all my questions leh? I'm leaving on 18 leh...donno whether he knw or not..haha

So, lesson here is..better we learn to praise people more and sincerely..hahaha..coz Compliment bring one to remember you and may b will blog about you oh..=P


Oh ya, william, pls keep ur promise as u said once i blog abt this and u will blog abt ur wishes..=P

问题rebecca

  我是问题reb吗？ 呵呵！可能吧。。=P 但这问题reb是好的不是坏的。。只是喜欢在每个局子后面放问号而已。=P 好奇心强么，不能怪！ =P

  这三年来好多人喜欢给/送/祝福我东西。。但我很难知道他/她是谁。不管我问“邮差”多少次，有多少招数，都不能得到答案。我在想到底是谁？ 为什么要隐瞒自己的身份leh? 男还是女？ 谁会这样呢？好多问号阿！

   前天Michelle给我cake，我很开心leh，因为我很喜欢吃cake的. 回家还拍照，然后post上网，谢谢她。怎知她告诉我不是她买的，她只是个“邮差妹”。害我的头发又白了，我一直想是谁leh。。今天post上网，testing看那“天使”的反应，看是谁。。结果有两个人回答我，我还以为他们又在玩我了。其实当中有一位是哪“天使”哦，就是我们的高大哥，William Sim Chung Hsien! 其实刚才陪他去洗牙时，他已告诉我了，但我不相信pula.肯定伤了他的咯，paiseh。=p 问号又出现了，为什么他要给我cake leh? 什么原因？ 为什么他不亲自拿给我leh？很难么？ =P 问了他，他说malu给我，那为什么malu leh? 之前的人也是malu给我吗？

    我知道是一个祝福，我也常当这些是祝福啊，但我还是很想知道真的答案leh. 可能我太有魅力了吧，哈哈哈哈！ =P 或者是我太有人缘了。又或者是他们都是我的secret admirer? =P hahahahaha...可能哦！ =P

  如果不要我想太多，就请下次在我还没问问题前，自动给我答案吧！ 哈哈哈哈！=P

hate conman...

 I hate conman  and those who tell lie... and i found out sum1 who love to lie..may b i should not say "love to lie", i should say bluffing bcome his/her habit...I will be very angry when i realize sum1 is telling lie..especially my fren...Once he/she bluff me, i will vry angry and his/her image will being spoil..i will deduct his/her mark in my list..haha... and i will tag him/her as a conman in my life edi..same to my future partner, i request him to be honest to me in everything..and same to me as well...i don 1 2 hv anything hiding from him...if i did so, means i will do for the 2nd and 3rd..slowly will bcome a habit as well...then misunderstanding will form in the relationship..this is what i don1 2 see..

  may b bcoz of the "dislike", i 'm nt good in telling lie..so, i don like to play a game with "poker" card which require me to guess who is lying and i hv to lie to others as well...i don like coz i really donno how to play...once i don knw how to lie to others, the game is nt fun anymore...so, i choose rather nt to play...donno jz now whether the gang will angry me or not for not playing with them in the game...

Eeyore

  Was leaf through my cousin's photo album jz now who are now travelling in Australia in order to catching up with them..and i saw a pic of a cup with a doggie face..

and it recall me of something...which is Eeyore...

and i asked my cousin, is there any Eeyore face's cup? coz i think it will be nicer than others if hv and i wish to hv one for myself...haha...unluckily , dont hv..=/

  Why Eeyore? I have a lot of Eeyore products in my hometown's room..small to big, from the key chains to the pillows and shoes...all the Eeyore in different types of products..till Sarah asked me whether can she throw all the Eeyore away or gv to others..and i said cannot...!!! they are my precious....I started hving Eeyore products is becoz of one person---Arnold. He drew Eeyore in every letters that he gv to me and then started to gave me Eeyore in product form...He named me as Eeyore and i was wondering why he wanna called me Eeyore rather than others? and He said actually he 1 2 call me donkey...Donkey? stupid loo? haha..and he answered me "nope", it is bcoz donkey in the bible bring Jesus to Jerusalem and where all people glorified His name...ngam ngam I'm doing this like the donkey and he wish that i can continue it to the end of the world...Then, is hard to find donkey's product in the market..all is Eeyore...so, at last Eeyore represent me everytime..haha..Honestly, he is so creative and romantic hor? hahaha..Since the day i exposed to Eeyore till now, everytime i see Eeyore in any shop, it reminds me to glorify God's name and it also remind me that Arnold is there for me also..and of course, i called Arnold as monkey..and i always reply him in the letter by drawing monkey..not the monkey that i means in previous blog...the gang are monkeys but Arnold is a very special monkey that i always drew..hahah..i gave him monkey product as well...He always there for me  to entertain me when i am sad; celebrate with me when i am happy; jump here and there for shows when i'm bored etc..haha..tat's y monkey..=> he never failed to do his task till now..=> love him so much..Thanks God for this bro in my life..haha..=> suddenly miss him so much jor..

  Eeyore=donkey= rebecca...=> Yes, tat is me..hehe...

2 hoildays..with precious ppl..=>

   I was not around in Kampar on 4/12/2010 till 5/1/2/2010..where hv i been? Still in Perak area la..=P
A groups of us went for holidays...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i'm gonna jot down all the memories and feeling tat i have b4 i 4gt.=>

4/12- We gathered at Maha Maju at 6.30am for breakfast then straight to Trolak Deer farm.

The deer farm was in my expectation..haha..=P I knw it wont hv well management ..haha..coz if it is in well management, sure many ppl knw abt this place...but not..hehe..the only thing run out of my expectation is..the mosquitoes..Walao!! so many!! until i cant tahan leh.. and it is scary to be  in the museum..haha..why? coz got "real" animals inside..i dont even dare to touch them leh...especially the snake..I dont really like to visit zoo honestly may be bcoz i'm not interested in it...hehe..but i must train myself loo coz i hv to bring my children to zoo in future time for learning and exploring...=P  hahaha...erm..not rreally dont like la, i still wanna visit polar bear, ostrich, kangaroo etc..hahaha..i think i dont like malaysia's zoo but like oversea zoo kot..=P

                                        The naughty huan tao...always like to bully me...@@

After the farm, we were straight go to Sungkai Hotspring where we really hv a gd fellowship leh and i will never forget the eggs..haha..yummy leh..=P we went to each station by station and not forgetting to hv fun as well...but the big pool is so dirty compare to two years ago...and the monkeys play with the dirt in the pool..oh my..@@ and we took some nice nice pic also oh..hahah.. (oh ya, i forgot to bring my towel..)@@

after that, is makan time..we went to Bidor for the famous duck noodle and yam jiao..=P

yam jiao...

duck noodles...

   yummydelicious!! but i donno others think leh..hehe..coz every1 seem very tired and less talking jor.. there are some fruits stalls at the roadside which really grab my attention...unluckily i ddnt buy any of them coz very expensive leh...

The reb who like to look here and there ....=P

Next station---Lata Kinjang..I introduced this place to the "gang" oh..hahaha....=P was scare for bringing them to the wrong road de..hahaha..luckily and thx God that we manage to reach the place after 7km..haha..=P  it is a nice place to go for fun and picnic leh..unfortunately, raining that time..is dangerous for us to play around there and cant even sit on the big big stone...i still remember, si mu brought me there to shout when i was very sad and depress..hehe..i kept some memories there oh. when i reached there, all the memories came back to me..haha..we took a lot of pics as well..I was so happy when seeing all of them enjoy in the beautiful scenery...hehe.."cheng jiu gan"..=P at least, i dindt disappoint them..=P

back to kampar to drop by some ppl then only getahered again in Huan Tao's house ...this time one car will go2 ipoh only coz another car's driver got "urgent and important" task to do..=P
Honestly, i was so tired that time..i wish to hv a gd rest in Huan tao's house but my stomach was so naughty tat time..haha..and at last we had to walked out to the hawkers food center for dinner...not really like that place loo..=P coz too expensive and food's portion not enough for me..hehe..

then jalan-jalan..and bck to house..this time, can online jor..haha..i cant wait to posted my happy feeling for the whole day trip in fb leh..hehe..after fb, tired jor and brush teeth plan to sleep...b4 sleep, must ask for tomorrow's plan for sure..so tat we knw wat time to wake up mah...then, discuss, discuss and discuss..Michelle mentioned about "wa tan hor".. and we hv to go out again for it and cause huan tao kena scolded by his mum..Oooppsss..sorry, huan tao..=> I was touched when i heard michelle said  something like 'v hv to like reb try it b4 she leave..so tat she knw where is it.." wah...I wanna cry jor loo..they love me so much leh...so, no matter how tired am i, so much i wish to sleep that time, i also hv to go with them and not to reject their "love" loo..hehehe...the "wa tan hor" memang nice honestly..hehe...better than my hometown de..really..trust me.=> (sorry, got no pics to share here starting from this part..coz almost all of us forget jor...)

Oh ya, on the way to "wa tan hor' , Will can feel the heat on me..and he asked me..but i dont believe it..haha..and then salme said he is the 1 who sick..i laugh at him..=P mana tahu, at last i was the 1 who caught fever and serious than him..=/  back to home, brushed tooth, then took medicine and wanna sleep..but michelle and i hv a small talk b4 we really felt into sleep...we talked about her BGR and why salem was angry that time..and she also asked me about the relationship and feeling btw Will and me..all is 'secrets"..=P
hahah..but both of us didnt hv a gd chatting though is a short 1 only..





The next day, we woke up at 830am and then get ready for 2nd trip in ipoh...we gather at the "nga coi gai" there and went to buy lot of famous foods such as the cookies, chicken, nyonya kuih, tau fu fa and soya , white coffee then back to the hawker foods center that we went yesterday..@@ every1 was full that time and hv to pass the cookies to huao tao's parents..hehe..i felt dirty to eat at the hawker food center without any soap honestly and i dont like it..but i hv to adapt to it coz every1 do so..hehe..=P ppl will change when a situation is not allowed...=P

                                              Jz realized salem's shirt is so cute..=>


 Back to huan tao's house, i went to bathroom immediately to wash my hand with soap leh..haha..then they started the conversation with the aunt and uncle..i cant even go into their topic...not i don1 o..jz cant only..hehe..then wat to do? sleep loo..=P bck to the room and sleep..hehe...is a gd rest leh..i can sleep anytime if i 'm tired..hahaha...luckily i was sleeping that time..why said so? Michelle told me that they show the pics to aunt and uncle and perli Will and I leh...If i was there, i really hv no idea on how to response leh..haha..Thank God loo...=P donno how long the conversation took, Michelle came in and woke me up then i get ready myself and we went out again..------ jusco walk...boring in the jusco leh..and i felt so emptiness coz nothing to do and no purpose to go there..we went for lunch+dinner b4 we bck to pack our bag bag..=P
same hawker food center..oh my..@@ On the way back to kampar, i slept again in the car leh. hahaa..I'm very geng loo..hahaha...

Reached Eastlake and hv a short chatting time..and once again, i'm touched by them..haha..coz they said wanna come to KL to find me in the early Jan and hv another trip...I really wanna thank God for putting each of them in my life..Everything happened with a purpose...=> I love the plan, Daddy God..I wish that i'm one who can bless them as well...like how they bless me ..=> Daddy God, I pray that you can bless our friendship forever..help us and guide us to bless ppl surrounding us as well...=>
This might be my last trip with them b4 i leave Kampar..feel abit sad and sad and sad and sad...wanna cry when leaving them yesterday..i scare will cry on the actual day leh..=/