Thank God

    While cycling back home this evening, i was thinking of something that made me happy...My heart keep giving thanks to Him for everything He gave to me.  Sometime, we might think in "negative" ways in many aspects. For examples, why I don't have a car? Why cant I go here and there? Why cant I born in a rich family? etc....I did thought of these...

    But today, i have another thought which is so different from the previous mindset..May be bcoz I'm growing up jor?=P
hahahahaha..donno..

   I thank God for didnt giving me a car right now or even earlier ..=P hahha..why? becoz if i hv a car, i will spend more than i spent, I might face some problems that other may not facing such as accidents, the technique to reject people etc...hahaha..If i have a car, i hv to spend more time than other on car wash, polish, maintenance, see "doctor" etc..=P  No car force me to cycle to class sometime which force me to exercise more than "normal" ppl do. Without "exercise", i will not maintain my body "size" loo..hahahaha...my classmates who have cars complained to us today that their wallet going to broke soon coz they hv to "feed" their "wife" and "husband"..hahah....Luckily i no need to face this problem..God always give us those we can handle and overcome...He give according to our ability..=> Do you agree with?  I thank God for everything I have now..All is God's blessing..=> I love You, daddy God.=>

  O ya, trees attracted my attention this morning when i reached Uni...and I cant resist myself to take the pics..hehe..Will show you the pics later,k? coz McD's line not allow me to upload now..malu..sorry..




  Latest update at 6.33pm, 2/12/2010 with the pics as i promised..=>

Nice, right?=P

hungry...

I'm so hungry now~~

Feel like wanna go out to eat, but lonely and lazy...
wanna da bao burger but burger stall tak buka..=/

29/11/10

   1 more day to the end of November jor...Scary ...time flies...2010 is going to end soon...I'm going to 24 edi..=/  Old old pretty lady jor... and it also means that i'm going to end my degree studies life soon loo...jz another few more days....Today, tot can get bck FYP 1st draf, mana tahu the advisor keep postpone the day...@@ when can i get bck fyp and finish it soon? haiz....lazy Lec..=P


   Suppose to join Waka -Waka flash mob tomorrow..but yean teng and I failed to join the 2nd practice and rehearsal  (Today).....a bit sad and disappointed de ..but nvm la..=> at least i joined the 1st practice..hehehe...sthis is my 1st time in giving up sumting tat i love to do leh..=P
hahah...nvm la ..(keep consoling myself)..=P

  I cant access to the internet since yesterday..jz bcoz of the irresponsible gent who always forget to pay for the bills....> <  I remind him today and he refuse to reply me edi..hmmm..=/ How can you accept greater task seem u cant even settle all these small matters? right? Haiz...make me angry only coz i feel bored without internet..=P (haha, bad excuse for me to angry) I'm now in Yean Teng house to online...Hopefully the agent pay the bill tomorrow and i can access to internet la, if not...i will feel like I'm far away from the world, from many ppl...=P
So,better pray pray pray..hahha..1st time see ppl pray for internet?=P

16 hours..=P

  After the sport yesterday, all of us didnt go anywhere and bck home straightly..except William Sim. He went to a workshop in oldtown to settle a "case" with an aunt. As for me, i think all of us were tired yesterday coz had own "business" to do.Sport was their 2nd round jor..=P

   After William finish his "case", both of us went for late lunch at little little..Both of us ordered set lunch coz set lunch is cheaper than others..=P
hahahaha...I donno about william la, but this is wat i was thinking tat time..hahah..=P The set lunch is nice leh but i think not enough for guy loo..hehehe...

  Guess what, after the lunch, I slept till this morning..hahaha..I didnt count but William said my total slept hours is 16 loo..hahaha..I broke my records jor..hahaha..may b too tired loo...No stop for my sleeping journey oh...haha..my sleep bus jz drive all the way til this morning..Luckily got no phone call or msg coming in..hahaha..=P

  Bcoz of the sleeping hours..i hv a good mood today..=P
 wondering when my face kin can bck to normal...so serious now leh..haiz..ugly jor..=/  i don1 leh...all my hand's fault la..so gatal, keep bully my face..=P

  K, later gonna answer my tutorial questions loo...wanna be a good good reb today..=>

Library day =======video and pics taking..

I didnt get bck my fyp 1st draft yet coz my supervisor havnt finish checking all  

and she assigned us to get bck from her this monday..

A bit worry coz too late for us to amend later compare to other group...

but still hv to face it..

Then we heading to library..

jz to check on FYP format and 

content that SEnior did...

the 1st time i am so hardworking loo..hahaha..=P

Here are some pics that i took when they were so hardworking..=P

  they beh tahan me loo..coz i keep taking their pics..hahaha...below is the video:

They were so funny la...but 1 thing i 'm vry sure here is..They getting use with the camera jor..last time when i take pics or shoot video, they will all run away or "scold" me bck..hahah..and now, they are used to my style jor..hahahahah..=P


    Is good to take pic and video, guys...record down all the memories leh...coz we cant guarantee the 1 we love, (family, life partner, friends etc) will always beside us..may b they will be apart from us 1 day? may b our relationship nt as close as b4? many many reasons...but all the pics and video are the memories leh..hehehe..so, better learn..i hv a special friend who take all my pics and video secretly (without my acknowledgment) all the times till one day, he put and make them all into a DVD as a birthday present for me that time leh...I was touched and cried tat time..all bcoz of the memories...and it is an act of love ....Loving life, loving ppl surrounding you, loving yourself..haha..I learnt since tat day..hahah..I never knw the importances of taking pics and video...I jz knw to take take take without knowing the use..till i met him..hahah..so,learn, friends..=>
appreciate ppl surrounding us loo....=>

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  Jz came bck form flash mob's practice..=>
  At first , there was not much people and which really "spoil" my mood to join..Luckily, we didnt patah balik loo..why? coz really enjoy dancing with the ppl...We donno each other but we can dance together and learn together..hahah..The steps were a bit weird and funny honestly, which i also cant really accept it..but after learning all the steps and dance together, the dance will not as 'ugly" as i think..hahaha.. coz every1 is participating in it..=> Love it so much..hehe...WAKA WAKA eh eh yo !! =>
Have another practice on this coming sunday and monday night..gonna train and practice more..hehe...wanna perform the best ...=P
Will play badminton tomorrow wit monkeys and friends...so, gonna sleep early tonight? i dont think so..=P
hahaha...coz i'm so hungry now..havnt take my dinner leh..

Flash mob practice

  I'm going to the 1st flash mob's practice in another 5 minutes loo...hehe..donno whether i still can dance bo..haha..coz many years never dance jor leh..hehe..so, later will treat it as a try for me la..if cant, gonna gv up jor..hahaha..=P

By the way, i still love to dance..=P

never ending arguments

  Not more than  5hours after i checked, this is what happened in my inbox..

Campaign ended but quarrels never reach to the end..@@               

Memang troublesome...

keep spamming my inbox with all the arguments...@@

26/11/10

   I woke up at 3.30am today while the sky was still dark and everyone is enjoying in their dream...Why am I so crazy? hahaha... Coz I wanna accompany Will to send Salem and Michelle to KTM station. haha..Not the main reason actually, coz I wanna knw Will's "question" ..=P and I got it..Hmm...but i'm not gonna share it here..=P  hahaha.. anyway, he gave himself a big step out from the "box" actually...hahah...Reaching the stage of praying and seeking..=P

  My pastor call me jz now leh...hahaha...=P so happy...and touched .hahahaa..He asekd me to go bck to help the church in Christmas eve especially in dance ministry.....Hmm...=> Happy Happy..=P

  I donno what happened to my stomach recently leh..
alway stomachache...@@ haiz..I don1 2 say "Hi" to the toilet bowl always leh....lazy and tired..haha..=P

K, gonna go to Uni to take bck my FYP 1st draft,  hopefully got nothing much to amend loo.....
and then will heading to library jor.....Gonna be a hardworking student today..hahah..=P

Dont like

I don like when someone is so irresponsible..
I don like when someone never pick up my phone during "emergency"..
I don like when someone avoid/ run away from the responsibility..
I don like when someone never reply my msg when i keen to know...

We are big enough to handle any responsibility...Please bear it when we have to..Do not avoid and run away from it...Learn to face it rather than playing "Tai-chi" please....@@

25.11.10

  Slept late yesterday night but woke up early today by a call form Michelle. We went to dental clinic for a check ....

and tot can 'cuci gigi"..But cannot..We have to make an appointment with the dentist 1st.. Overall, my tooths are not in good condition need some filling... The doctors advice me to brush my tooths nicely and properly so that the condition wont goes worst..I gonna love the toothbrush and toothpaste jor..=P

Hmmm....Yes, Sir.=P  My next appointment will be 8/12/2010, 11am right after Salem's appointment.. So, I'm gonna go with him and Michelle..


 I got chance to ask Willilam just now about the "question"  (may b are "questions", with a S behind) and he is still the same leh...dont want 2 tell me..hmmm....Why again? we meet each other jor, face to face leh..he still dont 1 2 tell em..then when to tell me huh? Why so mysterious?

  I'm so tired now..plan to sleep but it is too hot...@@

         Oh ya, tonight i will not be going to CGBC coz we are going to EDK1, UTAR to have earlier Christmas party with some UTARIANs..I think it gonna be an awesome party..=>

Honestly, this year is a bit too late for me to have Christmas feel leh...May b bcoz I hvnt settle down myself to any church...Previously, in this period of time, i was busy preparing for the Christmas eve and decorations...every smile, every joke and experiences will never be removed from my "hardisk"..=P
but this year, none of it..How good if I have a house and I can decorate it with "my cup of tea" .. have fun together....hahahha..=P

Fancying~~=P
Don't stop me from fancying,pls..hahahhaa..=P

I wish that i can have a special Christmas celebration this year leh...hehehe...


Another 5 days to the end of December 2010...Sooner, I will be 24 years old jor...Old edi loo..=/
A bit worry jor..=P

  "God, I commit everything onto Your hand, pls lead me in every aspect...Bring me to the best place, best road, best time etc...=> I'm asking blessing from You , Lord..."

 If you are willing, pls pray for me as well ya..hehe..I need more ppl to pray for me...Pray for me= love and concern to me..hehehe..Thx..=P

"Now" is the time...

  Yeah !! It is raining again!!! =>

I love raining day !!!! cozcold cold de... =p
hahaha..

    Will go for dinner later at 8.30pm with some "strangers" and the monkeys...(Not "strangers" actually, i donno them only  but the monkeys knw them..hehehe...) and I am waiting for the time...feel tired actually...

 and Honestly, I'm so hungry now....though i ate breads but still cant fulfill my "lust"...=/ My brain are now full with all the foods...

Faster 8.30pm leh......
waiting waiting....

My curiosity

 Jz now, William said that he got something to asked me two days ago..but he worry that i will scare..then i asked him for more..the in return is...
"something related to BGR"
"is better to ask face to face"
"wanna see the face expression"
"you will know when we meet'
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Wondering what will he going to ask me...
"Why must face to face leh? can tell here (FB) meh?"
"Why must see my face expression leh?"
"My face expression will tell you the whole answer me?"
"You jz 1 2 see my scare face expression only,izzit?"

I keep thinking and thinking..what question that will make me scare oh?
If he want to ask me for some advices on his BGR, then he should ask..and I will not feel scare de mah..right?
Or he 1 2 knw more abt my past BGR? but he said "am I so 3 8?", means he is nt...hmm..


wondering..wondering..(seem like my curiosity level is not low loo...=P)

memang cant wait to know the question leh... Hopefully is good and no harm  de la..haha...=P

  William Sim, let me knw leh..No more "fishing",pls....

today de today..

   Jz now after the meeting with Dr Cheah, I didnt cycle back coz it was raining...I car pool with fren's car and left my bicycle in sch..2mr hv to and I'm force to take bus to school lonely which i dont like.....Arrr~~~~ I dont like to be alone..=p  God is very humorous...He will always like to train me in the things that I dont like 2 do the most...=P
So, tomorrow gonna go to school by bus alone...Gonna sing a song,
"Lonely, I'm so lonely....." =P

 

    We have mid-term tomorrow and I  have no mood to study at all ...Now is already 10pm.. I haven't start reading any of it..

Hmmmm.....I knw i cant be lazy anymore...

Weak Reb

1.Gastric for past few days
2.always feel dizzy today
3.Diarrhea recently..
4.Muscle pain..(this couldn't count in as sickness, i knw..haha..coz of the trekathon..but it influence the way i walk..=P)
5.Mucus for past few weeks ...


 I'm physically weak recently...and i wish tat i can sleep for many days without any disturbance..=P
I dont even dare to tell my parents about  my recent situation also...

   The campaign suppose finish last week..but our group "Yellue" haven't.. why said so? coz we even donno our campaign's marks though other team knew it....Dr Cheah 1 2 meet all of us jz now after the lecture..then only we  realized our group gained the lowest marks among the 8 groups..means we only get 58 out of 90% and other groups are all 80-82 out of 90...it is such a big "distance" for our group with other team..and this marks affected us a lot in our final year result..That's why Dr Cheah want to meet us jz now..

 Many of us felt sad and we even argued with her till she have to asked other in-charge person (which is also our team's own supervisor) to come...The problems here are 1) Our team's own supervisor never supervise us and point out the mistake to us when she found that we are heading to wrong direction..and she did agreed and approved in everything we did..but till the time marks given, she judged us through the mark deduction.. 2nd problem......


   "I felt disappointed with ur team honestly. I taught you guys for 2 semesters, i saw all your performances, presentations,assignments and result..all of u r very capable and intellectual.but unfortunately, u guys are not in unity which caused you guys to have bad assessment in this campaign. If you guys can cope well together, i'm sure you guys can win the others. But you guys didn't........" said by Dr Cheah after the whole arguments..

All of us quiet for a while and some still continue to argue with her..


     Something playing in my mind...which  also happened when started the campaign's preparation..As Dr Cheah said, we are all capable but we failed in unity which cause us failed in showing our capability in the campaign...All are becoz of the pride that each of us hving now..Every1 fight to be a "leader" in a team..till no 1 can make the decision of something...the team was in mess...None of the groups can hv many leaders...only one leader in a group or team..if every1 1 2 be a leader, then better the group members join other groups separately or form own group..

 When i go to my fb 's home, many of my team members posted their opinion and anger in fb..What can I say now is...jz accept the marks that we get and let it be a lesson for all of us..

"not fair not fair not fair!!! everythng is ur own opinion...if u r that degil,pls dn waste our time to listen to ur discourage word la.. ish..."


"When you have the power and authority. What you say is always right. Let this be a lesson to all. Seek power!"


"Wen the referee lift up red card.mean u r out of game.x more argument. Do u understand tat?"


"wasted my time for nothing. no point!"


"**innocent**"


"Everyone saw it, but the referee did't......argue with the referee will been given a card or banned for a match......this is what football all about, so do our life~"


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A lot's more....

  What I can say is...jz accept the marks that we got...and treat it as a lessons, my friends... Don't put ourselves in the trap again...It is not good at all.... We will only grow when we learn from sumting..

cincai blog..=P

 Hi,friends and readers. => Long time "backslide" frm my blog . I have too much to share here till i donno how to start and where to start.=P Hmmm... searching and viewing the pics to see what should i write 1st....and the result is..  Let's not to mention the date.=P coz i really forget which day do what and which jor..heheh..


   Few days ago, due to my lust of hving cold drinks under the hot hardworking sun,William and I found out a shop called "We dating" cafe which sell nice special bubble tea...why i said special? bcoz it is special loo..=P
hahaha...i donno how to describe the "special" here leh..if u r interested to know more, pls go to find out urself..=P  "We dating "cafe is located same row with MM2... it didnt sell other propel meal , they jz sell waffle and bubble tea...  I  think the cafe's concept is based on 'BGR" route.. a place for couple to go to, a place for couple to be there without any disturbance kot...hahah..tat's y the shop is so "dark" inside..=P but i like the beverage so much la..wish to go for the 2nd and third time..hehe...

 The cup on left is my drinks..mint+honey dew + QQ balls...wondering wat is QQ ball? go hv a try..=P
The cup on right is William's one.. if i'm nt mistaken, it is mint+ tea+ coconut jelly
Both also nice..nice ..nice..hehe...

 Yesterday was my 1st time joining soft skills from 9am to 4pm..I never join it bcoz i dont it is meaningful to me and it wasted my money and time..but yesterday was free soft skill and i hv a bunch of friends accompany me..=P and guess what..there was another event held at the same day which invited "guang liang" to the event..and i saw him..not so tall but very fair loo..hahaha...let me show you how the people crazy for him..=P

 After the soft skills, we rushed for badminton session which only allowed us to play in half and hours..Short duration but at least we can exercise..=> Then back to home and came out again for "brunch+ dinner" with william and kim, then to McD again with them till around 1.30am...

                                                  some1 BK  snap pics of mine..@_@

Kim was concentrating in preparing 4his moral midterm..

                                             BK blogging while listening to music..=P

This is the perfect expression tat Kim did..=P Hard to ask him to do this kind of expression loo..so, gonna appreciate it much..=P

  After the day, I consider it as superman's work ..=P coz we never stop and rest for the whole day leh.. Back to home, sleep for a while woke up around 3.30am and get ready heading to Tmn Metapolitan,Kepong, KL for "UTAR Trekathon" loo...haha..geng , right?=P
K, let me show you some pics of today..

the moon at 4am...

 the 3 monkeys...I wanna say thx specially to william and salem who gv me the sense of secure leh..hehe..

       My cert after finish the 7.5 kms...=> My very 1st experience in UTAR and also the 1st trekathon after 6 years didnt join any races..=P  while i run jz now, i was keep telling myself not to give up and i keep reminding myself how the trainer trained me 10 years ago..I really wanna thx her for trained me every early morning continuously when the time i was in secondary school..I had to go to school at 7am everyday jz for the training and stamina build up..hah..last time never appreciate much and now, i knw the use jor..=P
Thx God for everything He put into my life..hehe....

Tug-of-war's male team members from Perak UTAR campus..They are the smallest size males compare to other group but they did their best to the final round leh...so proud of them..hahah..

This is me loo...=P hahaha..look like a boy boy hor?=P I'm tanned after the trekathon leh...gonna lock myself in room for many days , i think..=P

 Salem got hurt during tug-of-war....

 The 2nd injure man..=P ---william sim..

Kla, honestly, i jz cincai wrote this blog..coz i 'm so tired and got no mood to do more jor..hehe..i didnt blog abt my thinking here ..but nvr..will updates to u guys soon..=P
gonna sleep jor..gd9..=>