Friday, May 18, 2012

Am I? Are you?


Do something before it is too late...

Whose fault?

I read a blog which mentioned the current trend in Facebook nowadays which I think you are familiar with. Please click on the link and you will know what I means.
http://www.cheechingy.com/2012/04/hi-how-are-you-can-you-help-me-like.html#.T7YSo0XOWy8

You also agreed with what she said , right? That's why I seldom (or can say NEVER) appear online in FB. =P
The worst is, some people knew it and they posted it on FB wall or even inbox me. @#$%^&*(&^%
I feel shame and guilty if didn't help sometime, so I'm force to "help willingly".

On the other way round, I'm one of the group who also randomly said "Hi" to people and .......... You know what I means. =P Especially when I'm super desperate to win in one competition or helping my sis to win..=P
Haha..Pai seh, my friends. =P You know I still love you if you didn't help me willingly but being FORCE to help. =)


My  points for this blog is:
1. After reading the blog, I feel guilty and shame to impose on people in order to help me to click "like"
2. At the same time, I hate those who say "Hi" to me randomly.. =P
3.so, at the end...should we play "da tai ket" to push the "qi" to the organisers of all the competition? =P

Thursday, May 17, 2012

省与赚

     “为什么你那么省?” , “你已经很省了,你还要省什么?” 对,我已经省到不知该怎样省,但我还是想再省多点。。原因? 因为我要乘我爸的"luo mo" (hokkien) 还没那么严重前,完成他和妈的梦想。他们想坐飞机出国旅行想很久了。第二,因为我想继续深造。第三,因为我要买屋子。这三样已成了我的推动力。所以我每次在花钱前,我一定会三思。就算是午餐或晚餐也一样。如果能的话,我就喝milo吃饼干面包。有时真的像疼疼自己买点好吃的,但一旦买了后就会好后悔,结果又“折磨”自己了。久而久之,当我想买什么也好,可能一开始真的会把它抱在手里但自己心里会自然出了很多叫自己把它放下的理由。就这样,那些钱就省下来了咯。


    我知道单单从自己的工钱里省时省不到哪里去所以要懂得如何赚钱。我想了很多赚钱方法啊,但就是没有本钱,没有胆量。。怎么办?我从网站尝试找"data entry"的工,但都要求我们到公司里上班,不符合我的要求啊。有没有一些可以带回家做的呢? 我也想设计一些卡片来卖,希望可以赚钱。毕竟,艺术及设计也是我的专长啊。但又怕~~难道“怕”也是其中一个最佳祸首?有谁有part time工给我做啊?最好是可以拿回家做的。。如果没有,到外的也可以。只要有钱赚又不会当道我其它事情的时间就可以了。有的话,就敬请打给我或通知我吧。谢谢!=)

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Imagination and decalration

Finally I'm back in action after putting this consideration (to "reopen" my blog again) for almost a week.

I grew up in a happy family before 16, I think. I can't remember when my family started to changed from a beautiful glass to a broken glass. To be honest, since then I have a scary mindset in setting up a happy family in future time. I was scare and worried. Scare to have the same footstep as my parents have. But thank God for putting Pastor Lau and his wife in my life who showed me what is family's love which reduce some fear in me. Not only that, God also help me and give me some example of good happy family. After a while,  though i'm still living in a broken family, but it doesn't hijack my passion in starting a happy family in future time. Yet, I can't wait to start it as soon as possible. =p

Just now, while I was reading Kuan's family blogs, it once again remind me what is the real love in a family. From the blogs, I know it's a joy in building up a family. It is joy in having and seeing the babies growing up etc..  I start imagine how am I going to build 1 happy family with my future husband, how are we going to educate and walk with our babies etc. I still remember one of the preacher mentioned that it will come true if we keep imagine it and declare it. Therefore, I wanna imagine it more and more and declare it more and more. I wanna build a happy family with my future husband.


I love reading their blogs..which really added in lots of knowledge in my own library. I think you should read it also.
Below are their link:
J babies's Dad
Kless. Is (J babies's Mum)
My J Babies


Wednesday, November 23, 2011

后悔

昨晚我自己败给了我自己。。怎么说呢?在Production练习时, pastor来问我们谁会唱歌因为他们需要人在Porduction里一边演一边唱,就像我一直幻想着的Musical..这是一个很难的机会给我参与啊! 但我因为自卑没信心,结果没举手,我错失了这个机会啊!
若我那时举手, 就算到最后没被选中,至少我有尝试过,对吗? 为什么我等到全部人进去audition了我才想到这点,才后悔?
真希望我还有机会。。我希望我可以像平时说看到的舞台剧里的人一样又演又跳又唱啊!!
Reb,争气点吧!

感想

昨晚睡觉前,Evelyn问了我一个问题。。类似“你会不会觉得现在的笑容没有以前的灿烂,单纯?”
我想了想,就说了一大堆的“答案”。。
我真的不知那些“答案”是答案吗。。我知道我现在很难有像以前那么好的回忆了。。已找不回以前的自在了。。
讲真的,以前的笑容当然是比起现在的更灿烂,因为我们已进入了复杂的社会里了,有很多的挂虑。。
刚才在会堂里听到的圣诞节歌把我带回SP了。。我好怀念以前的日子。。我在想是我以前不会珍惜而导致现在一直怀念那时的生活呢?还是我长不大,一直想留在过去?还是现在或在城市的我还没有安全感?到底为什么?到底是什么?
圣经有教过我们要向着标杆直跑啊!我呢?身体向前跑但头往后看?


神啊,求你指引我该走的每条路吧!

Friday, November 11, 2011

12.11.11



今天的我就像小孩子一样,没有化妆,穿着新裙祷告,渴望,期待着今天会有个难忘,开心,和谐和家人团聚的时光。。。=)